29/07/2022
Ever since I was a kid growing up in the 90s, I was envious of anyone who had a Lite-Brite. I’ve mentioned this a few times on my Twitch streams. I didn’t think anyone cared or listened.
Living in Japan, it’s really hard to get English books so I asked my friend to send me some. She sent me two boxes, one with a bunch of books I can’t wait to crack open and read, then another package with a 90s style choker, some hoisin sauce, and to my absolute surprise - a small Lite-Brite kit.
🤯
Dude, I can feel the six year old me screaming with excitement right now. lol.
Look, I’m not exactly the best kind of person to be friends with. When I get focused on my work, I can seem pretty emotionally unattached. I know that about myself, but if I don’t inwardly buckle down, I lose my concentration and concentration is what I need in my life right now. I’m disciplining myself as much as I can to have the kind of life I want. But, it’s not easy on people around me. It makes it hard to be my friend.
But, in the things I don’t say is thank you. In the moments that you don’t hear from me, doesn’t mean I don’t think of you or forgotten you. I appreciate every person I have in my life and I mean that sincerely. I’m very blessed to be surrounded by the people who continue to support me, even though I can be distant at times. How do I deserve it? I don’t know, but from my heart I am grateful.
The Lite-Brites will sit, proudly displayed in my shelf. I’ll wear the choker once all the stress weight I gained disappears (teehee), which might make it hard now that I plan on slathering everything I eat in the three bottles of delicious hoisin sauce. 🤤
Thank you to the beautiful people who sent me this box of amazingness, and thank you to all who deal with my crazy ass.
