15/07/2024
I can't believe that I've been a fool out of love.
I've been blindly in-love, to someone that cleary doesn't deserve to be loved by someone like me.
Some says, “you need to love, for you to be loved” but is it really that accurate? Will I be loved if I have loved?
In a world full of romance, I was left, hopeless.
I was surrounded by couples, and I craved for that love, once too.
But why is it too unfair when it comes to me? do I don't deserve to be loved?
Loving him was truly a pain, but I endured it, as if it doesn't hurt so bad that I've been not just blind but a fool out of love.
Loving you is like hugging a cactus or either holding a bunch of roses by its thorns.
*/laughed, I'm sure that you didn't even notice me suffer in so much pain because you gave all of your attentions to someone and didn't even pay any attention to me
By that, I knew that I've been blind, all this time.
I gave you all my love but, you? You gave me all your pain and I suffered it all alone just because I was soooo blind in-love with you that I didn't notice that I have been abusing myself for you.
I'm such a fool for thinking that, it's all true, but */giggled it's all my delusions and I can't believe myself that I believed all those horrible things.
Loving you was the biggest risk that I had taked, I didn't regret it, until now.
I hope I wasn't so blind by love, so that I'd learned to love and value myself too.
I regret thinking that I wasn't enough, this time I won't be blind anymore.
-ms. munchi
