08/07/2024
Funny how the world turns your pure joy and happiness into the darkest days when losing it. I am fortunate to have found the love of God through my own losses and witnessing the struggles of others. At the end of the day, the love of God is a gift. A gift because you realize that nothing in this world you lose really matters. I have achieved full surrender to the material and emotional happiness that is not truly permanent. What is permanent is God's love for His children. I now trust Him from the bottom of my heart. I commend my spirit to Him. It is not an easy journey, but time and again, I know that He is with me all the time. It is a very painful journey, losing your loved ones, your happiness with family and friends, and even your dream life according to your ego and understanding. It is going to be an adventure from now on. I know He will show His power and love, and I will marvel for the rest of my life. I love you, Lord, and I offer all my burdens and heartaches to You. I am ready to go and to live again, knowing that You will always be with me.
- Your Loving Son