03/10/2025
The silence in the Crucible that May night in 1982 was a physical thing. I was 37, playing Ray Reardon in the World Championship final, leading 17-15. One frame for the title. But I wasn't just Alex Higgins, the 'Hurricane'; I was the guy fighting years of my own chaos, and this final frame was my only shot at redemption.
I had put my wife, Lynne, and my boy, Alex Jr., through so much turmoil with my temperament and my habits. I knew this victory had to be the payment, the proof that I could finally get it right when it truly mattered. Every shot felt like a deliberate, focused act of will. I managed to compile a small, precious lead.
When I lined up the final black ball, the silence returned, suffocating and complete. My heart pounded against my ribs. It wasn't about the trophy anymore. I struck it clean. The black rolled home.
The roar was deafening, but I didn't care about the referee or the handshake. I frantically searched the crowd, waving my arms, shouting into the chaos: "Where's my baby? Where's my baby?"
They brought Lynne and Alex Jr. down to the floor. The moment I held them—my baby boy and my wife—I just dissolved. All the years of pressure, all the fighting, all the inner pain came pouring out in raw, unfiltered tears.
That feeling, standing there clutching them, the championship trophy forgotten on the table, was the real prize. It was realizing, in that single, raw moment, that the biggest win wasn't the title. It was having them there. I was the champion of the world, but more importantly, I was finally present for my family.