31/03/2023
A very real and challenging post by “I have lost myself in this race, and I know not if I am to come back to what I used to be.
The problem with pursuing great heights is that your mind is too restless, too dissatisfied, constantly consumed by impatience, a persistent anxiety that tells you that you could be doing MORE.
Never stopping for one second to look at the love and life that is around you.
In seeking to build a great life, be careful that you don’t destroy the beautiful life that God has already blessed you with.
Soon it could be lost, because for all your efforts, life waits for no one.
You might die tomorrow and realize during your last flash of consciousness that you pursued an impossible goal with such focus that you missed your entire life.
I only hope it will be worth it. I only hope I can look back and say I did things right. That I acted like a man should. That I gave my all for the right reasons.
I have lost many opportunities to take a deep breath and take in the purest of moments because my mind refuses to let the present in.
No moment feels real, and you’re left to long forever for a future that never comes.
I fear that in this race towards a dream, I’ll let my entire life pass me by.
At this moment, here, now, I can’t do anything but wish that, eventually, I’ll reach a finish line.
That someday, I can finally rest, look my wife in the eye and see her, and just her, and not the visions of an ever changing future.”
Posted