06/09/2026
So I turned 25 on Aug 23, and it literally took me 15 days to accept that. 25 felt like a BIG number.
I’ve always been the girl who makes lists, vision boards, plans, & somehow makes them happen. And as per the plan, I had proper plan about what my life would look like when I turned 25.
Plot twist: I fu**ed up. Nothing exactly went the way I wanted.
It took me days of overthinking, reflecting, blaming Shani, astrology, basically everything I could possibly blame to finally realise that nothing was actually WRONG with my life, except that I haven’t been the happiest lately.
My heart had been broken. I had been broken. I had seen people and relationships differently than I thought I would, and I’ve realised that life isn’t perfect and even main characters have bad phases. And I was being so delusional in order to accept that I couldn’t control any of it. And in all that chaos, I forgot to love myself.
I don’t even remember the last time I looked in the mirror and genuinely thought, “Damn, I’m beautiful.”
I use to be happy, blunt, loud, main character energy kinda girl. Now I think before I speak. I avoid giving my opinions. I overthink. I protect myself. And I wonder, is this version of me good or bad?
These past few months didn’t go according to plan. It was chaotic, weird and full of unexpected plot twists
I spent so much time trying to make things right and achieve it all that I forgot 25th never actually was a deadline. And if greatest rom-coms & sitcoms has taught me anything about life, it’s that the best part of the story starts after 25.
P.S. I might not post as much for a while. I’m exhausted, guys, and I don’t want to post just for the sake of posting. You all deserve my full attention & good content from me, and I am not in that headspace right now. Love you all, and thank you for being here. I hope you’ll be here until I come back with all my spark.
And about my 25th birthday, it was actually perfect. It just took me days to realise how much I have to be grateful for. And I believe I will achieve everything I want. I Don’t have to control everything in order to get what’s meant for me. It will happen on its own time.
Here’s to 25. 🥂
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