28/02/2024
It’s been almost 8 years since I have become an independent woman, out of my comfort zone. Through those years, IN MY WALK WITH GOD, I have learned a lot the hard way. Still NOT perfect, I’M still WORK IN PROGRESS, I still make mistakes, I still struggle, I still fall, I still fail, but I now KNOW and RECOGNIZE the VOICE OF GOD ever since I learned to FIGHT IN THE SPIRIT, and ever since I opened up myself to the SPIRIT REALM, which I had never done and experienced before. Despite my imperfections, I KNOW WHO I AM IN GOD. I am NOT my mistakes and failures. I am NOT my past. I AM WHO HE SAYS I AM. Not who people think and say I am. I’d rather be busy praying, reading the Word, and fighting in the spirit than be busy looking at others’ appearance and actions and point out whatever I see or notice. I’d rather WORK ON GETTING MY HEART RIGHT WITH GOD every day than assume that these people are probably not in church anymore because they don’t look the way I look, their standard is not the same as mine, and their conviction is not the same as mine. I can’t make other people’s walk with God to be like mine. But I can pray for them. I can show the love of God through me (this is hard most of the time when my flesh gets in the way 😂). I’d be more concerned about what they need, NOT about how they look.
I DON’T want to say that I’m proud to be an Apostolic Christian if it’s JUST because of my appearance (long dress, long skirt, & long hair). Don’t get me wrong, I’m all for it! But I’D RATHER BE KNOWN as One God believer, baptized in Jesus’ name, filled with the Holy Ghost, saved by grace, washed in the blood, and most specially, kind and loving to others. Not just to my fellow Christians, but most importantly to the unbelievers and backsliders who need light in the darkness. I’D RATHER BE SPIRIT LED than JUST RELIGIOUS.
And I’m gonna keep saying all this over and over! 😂
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