01/11/2025
As you grow, in life you experience things that put you in a different mental space while you're going through. For instance, some things make you laugh, enlighten, euphoric, sad, confused, disgusted, regretful, hopeful etc... one thing I've come to realize is how to be alone with myself to strategize, repair, heal and reflect. Total silence. I've learned its a necessary process in my growth as woman, mother, homemaker, professional and if God willing a wife. I've also learned who I have in my corner. I purposely try to show love to others in various ways. As God wants us to do. Right? I also learned that a giving heart is not always given too. Being hit from every angle will drop you to your knees. I mean every angle at once shocks your soul. It literally rocks your inner core, your spirit breaks with emotions of feeling lost, forgotten, betrayed often times leaving you dismayed. I mean who can I lean on or who the heck checks on me...Then God swoops in. Just when you think he had forgotten you and didn't hear your silent cries, pleas, your praises He lets you know I'm here..... if you walk this life alone or with a partner choose wisely cause that person can also hinder you. People have hidden agendas built of lies, deceit, trust, paranoia and control amongst many other things. The mind is a beautiful organ that needs exercised, rest, stimulation and peace for its own growth and brilliance to flourish....
In the end, I have to depend on God & me to pick me up. I won't allow someone else's disloyalty, disappointment, misinformation, hallucinations and down right BS to break me..... I CHOOSE ME. I CHOOSE MY PEACE I DESERVE IT!!
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