Anja Rose (2025)

07/08/2023

Across the cape early this morning with soul babes and Mumma Sue 🙏

Exmouth has taken my breath away, it will have a pieces of my 🧜‍♀️ spirit embedded in the crystal blue oceans and red rubbled dusty capes.

06/08/2023

Feeling like a true blue outback chick 🌅

Covered in dust, dirt and sea salt 🌊

Cannot get over how many ocean mermaid chicky babes with their vans and dogs journeying through here.

The whales and ocean friends call in a deep feminine energy and spirit across the landscapes 🐋

I am so grateful to have experienced Exmouth again and was able to immerse myself into the landscapes as much as I could ✨

Thank you for the expedition of a lifetime 🐋

05/08/2023

Something that has really occurred to me even just traveling around Australia is how much of a water for hydration snob I am.

I am finding it so hard to find good clean filtered water where I go. Drinking bottled water that is so de-mineralized that it’s not even hydrating for the body. I have been drinking liters upon liters of water and no matter how much I drink, my mouth is dry.

Would love for people to post their tips for hydration whilst their traveling 👇🏼

28/07/2023

My inner mermaid couldn’t be more excited to spend a week on the ocean with my sister & for our free dive training!

I have been trying todo this training for almost 10 years, it’s been 7 years since I have been to Ningaloo reef 🪸

Finally living out one of my biggest dreams for my 30th birthday celebration thanks to my beautiful sister & 💦

26/07/2023

Coming out of the Ta**ra closet 🌹

At 18, almost 12 years ago, I was introduced to Ta**ra while on my yoga journey. I met someone from my high school, and we re-connected spiritually for the first time in years. He had spent some years living in an Ashram. This connection was my first experience with Ta***ic S+x.

It was a profound experience that transcended physicality, leading me to seek cosmic connections and soul transcendence in s+x

Ta**ra continued to shape my life through various practices like Ta***ic Hatha, Taoism, Tibetan Buddhism, and Shamanic teachings.

Amid the neo-tantra boom, I felt conflicted as my understanding of the sacred teachings clashed with the distorted portrayal of Ta**ra in some circles.

Suppressing my femininity due to societal expectations, I struggled to find my authentic expression with what I had discovered with Ta**ra.

However, I embarked on a transformative journey to liberate my femininity and integrate my learnings with the guidance of "The Vital and Integrated Ta***ic Approach."

This path has led me to embrace my femininity proudly and allows me to hold space for others in their spiritual journey. I am now dedicated to helping individuals find their own liberation and connection through the evolution of Ta**ra and neo-tantra.

READ MY FULL JOURNAL
Website journal in my bio ✨

18/07/2023

One day we will look back on these memories that we got to create together.

Thank you for being my housemate, my rock, my soul sister, my blood sister and some times my other half.

Thank you for making this crazy part of our lives so much more worth it.

Forever my North Star 💫

10/07/2023

Counting my blessings ✨

My short trip to LA was so incredibly fulfilling. I met some of the kindest people and the most epic hustlers, creators and spirited humans.

Honestly, bike riding around the streets just felt like home. It feels like I have been here for years.

Thank you to all the incredible people who so positively welcomed me and encouraged my journey.

I was deeply surprised at how open and welcoming the community of people were.

Until next time ✈️

01/07/2023

Sacred Sisterhood 🌹

It’s amazing to read back on my writings Pre Retreat 💙

I really didn’t know what to expect stepping into this past week. The transmission of celebration, and sisterhood has been beyond anything I could have asked for.

Last night we closed the VITA retreat space with the , and the rest of the incredible priestesses ✨

Deeply grateful to have come back into my centre after being in such and intense freeze state for over two years…

The depth of healing work that is available to us is beyond what you can imagine and it all begins in the soma of the body.

Having been witnessed and supported in some of my darkest pain through this past week, has reminded me the separation I have felt from others, is the separation I have so deeply in myself.

Thank you to all the women and folks who witnessed me in my greatest pain and most Orga$$m|c pleasure!

💙✨

10/05/2023

A big thank you and gratitude to everyone who sent they’re blessings for my 30th birthday this year.

Every year my birthday is around the wake of the full moon, the beginning of eclipse season and mercury retrograde …. 🌝 so as you can imagine if your into your astrology, having your birthday around this time is often extremely reflective and often very integrative for me.

My birthday this year was nothing like how I could have imagined it to be. I got hit with covid pretty hard the week leading into my birthday and I’m still in recovery for it now. It seemed nothing went to plan and I had to deeply let go and surrender to any expectations of how I thought it was supposed to go.

I’m taking this year as a full year of my 30s and all the incredible experiences that have already happened and the incredible experiences to come that just didn’t happen to land on my actual birthday.

I am deeply grateful for the incredible man in my life who waited on me on me all week nurturing me whilst I was sick. My beautiful parents whom did their best to make me feel special and celebrated and my incredible sister who had my back and did everything she could to make me feel loved.

So today as I reflect on the past few years of birthday celebrations, I am grateful to have shared a house party with my fellow Ta**us pictured here as we had our Bouji 29th birthday. The year before that I had an incredible ceremonial 28th birthday party which was the first party I have ever had for myself as an adult. And then the 3rd photo in deep prayer and gratitude to be with my loved ones on a cold rainy day in Melbourne over the weekend.

To celebrate even further I finally confirmed and booked my flights to Costa Rica for my initiation with coming up in June!!

💙✨

26/04/2023

Practically live out of a suit case these days but at least I have nice hair!
Thanks to my soul sister taking me on a hair date ✨🧡

03/04/2023

Lately people have been asking how I am doing.

Honestly… I am celebrating coming back into my body.

As I reflect on the past two years, I feel like all I feel and see is pain for what I mentally and emotionally endured.

How much it feels like the past two years just flashes by and all of a sudden I have arrived at this place I don’t even remember arriving at.

I have had to take a look down memory lane and bring back some of the good memories I had over my healing journey.

These are some moments that I endured much laughter, play and joy. These money felt fleeting… but so important to come back to as I ground into being capable of the next layer of my healing.

The biggest reminder is how much I couldn’t have done this on my own. There were some moments where I genuinely didn’t think I would be standing here alive and taking one of the biggest exhales of my life… that I made it. I made it to this reference point in my body that I don’t constantly feel like I am under threat and I can go to sleep knowing I have a safe home to rest my head.

Nervous system recalibration and recovery is one of the most devoted paths I have committed to. It’s takes the time is takes but all we can do is implement steps and tools to keep guiding us along the way.

Having community and friendships to lead us there is so important. I have received the most help I have ever had in my entire life… and I am grateful I could be in a state of so much receiving.

I am still integrating what this new sense of safety feels like in my body. A lot of alone time in my own home, deep rest, activities that bring me joy and vitality and allowing myself to keep choosing my needs daily to maintain the strength to keep going.

So I take a big sigh of relief and gratitude that I can sit here and write this part of my story.

🌹

23/03/2023

It was the day before this photoshoot that I found out my ex was getting married exactly 3 months after we had broken up…
I had spent the whole day prior absolutely distraught & in despair that it felt like he continued to just ram a knife through my chest and make it known how much he didn’t love me.

It’s been hard to speak to something from a grounded integrated perspective because of how much this relationship engulfed me into an absolute shell of myself.

It has felt like I have been in some weird TV Soap that I didn’t consent to. That made my grieving process much more intensive.

What has become clear to me is really creating awareness around what the truth was in this relationship.

So I will speak to my version of the truth, as I have been so paralyzed to share about it, expressing it and having it witnessed is just apart of the releasing of the shame I have sat with for ever going back with him after we broke up 3 times!

The truth was from the start my body was a hard NO for this person.

There were multiple infidelities from the very beginning, half truths, lies, wires being crossed & past lovers that ultimately I had a list of red flags 🚩 waving me down saying “DO NOT EVEN GO THERE”.

But of course… I went there, with full abandonment of my intuition and gut feelings.

My nervous system turned itself on to FREEZE & FAWN to abort the mission by making me anxious & sick.

But I didn’t listen…

So why didn’t I listen?

Ultimately I can name a multitude of reasons why I stayed but the truth was.

I stayed because I wanted to know I was good enough to stay for…

I knew he didn’t love me…

But after his many failed flings before me, I unconsciously wanted to be the one who changed him.

So let’s get to an even more deeper truth than this…

The truth is, I didn’t love him either…

I was so fooled into thinking this is what love was because he is the closets thing I had dated to my Dad.

As I have sat in the space of this truth of my distorted sense of LOVE.

I reflect on how much I abandoned loving myself over the course of our almost 2 year relationship.

Continued in the comments 👇🏼

Anja Rose