Weird Thoughts (2025)

09/11/2024

Certain things bother a lot and they just keep bothering you in every possible way until you manage to find an escape...Overlooking things might be an escape sometimes but what if some particular issue can never be overlooked...It just gets worse every time you look into it...Waiting for things to fall into place is just nothing but unattainable as things have already chosen their places to fall into and you just fail to notice them...Having been able to cope up with all the insecurities becomes more challenging when an external force keeps instigating in one form or another...Once I heard a line somewhere and it went like "He was calm to my chaos"....It kept resonating from that very moment...You have already been making peace with the things that drain your energy...So Love and the person who loves you, is supposed to be your comfort and whom you can call "ঘর"...But somehow it just becomes another battle for you and you fail to yield solace to your soul...🖤

11/04/2024

The scent of betrayal is as obnoxious as the putrid dead body...That severe and vicious pretension in the form of a beautiful representation is nothing but a passage where you dig your own grave since it just snatches your ability to breathe...Every moment you see yourself in utter despair and eventually you realise that you have stopped living since you got the reality check of the purest form of love which was just a game for someone...It can never be a way of living as you take every step with indecision filled with trust issues and an unavoidable fear...And every moment makes you feel that you live without the existence of life...🖤

16/03/2024

Sometimes all you have is yourself...You find yourself like an unprecedented tree in a deserted place which is so stubborn to stand still in an unpleasant heated afternoon and still you seek pleasure, the pleasure of having a pair of ears that would be keen to listen to you...You try not to look at those strangers passing by from your grey window...At times you would try to peep into your neighbours and would find a lovable couple sharing their personal space...Suddenly you would feel an unbearable ache somewhere in your body and you'll feel you must turn your face towards your gloomy groove...Look there, you will definitely find a pillow on your bed where you have left the marks of your unsaid words...It's an unpleasant heated afternoon and still you would ask for a shoulder to keep your head on instead of shedding your heavy heart on that pillow who stays with you even in those hours of regret, repentance and retribution...🖤

23/02/2024

There are several colours but I have been playing with one...Thinking of laying my hand on another one but it loses its colour and becomes faded whenever I try to touch it...This time makes me question my own self...Have I really been playing with that one particular colour or the colour has been playing with me...!?🖤

08/02/2024

That darkness has pensive pleasure...Its obscurity provides you the liberty of having clarity about your own self...Your insecurities get manifested which have been suppressed...And your emotions subdue your rationality and when you feel that you're not camouflaged anymore...But your consciousness makes you sophisticated as soon as the sun rises...🖤

08/02/2024

Life becomes a conundrum when everything seems normal and you start enjoying every moment of your life...Given the experience you have had, you are well aware of the fact that something has to go astray and your perplexed present will be a deplorable destiny...🖤

04/02/2024

Ghosting others might not be the best way to get away from the things that you don't want to have in your life anymore...what if you ghost yourself and let others realise the absence of your meaningless life...you take a break from everything for a while and be in a position of obliviousness where you may find yourself, your true self...This break will make you realise that you're the one who needs to understand self-worth, self-esteem and self-control...Letting things go away will only be possible if you learn to have control on your vulnerability and you don't break down every time you let certain things go away...As everyone says "Nothing and no-one is constant"...🖤

16/01/2024

Replacing one thought with another might be an escape from the former thought which perplexed you in every way...Subsequently you realise that you're just replacing and this repetitive mode of replacement will keep haunting you as they are meant to...That irrevocable unique way of camouflaging yourself might be soothing salve which can mollify your ardent excoriation...But you embrace your doomed cognition to keep reminiscing those moments which have been the victims of obliteration...🖤

19/12/2023

Life is strange...Sometimes it gives the world's happiness and sometimes it snatches everything away from you...It makes you laugh so hard and sometimes you can't even stop shedding tears...Life gives you so many people to love and to be loved...Some people prioritise you and you prioritise some other people...In some cases, you prioritise a few people and they do the same thing to you...It becomes bliss when you are loved by some people whom you love so much...Actually it hurts if they don't love you back when you love them a lot...Loving someone, losing someone, getting someone back in life, and hoping to have someone in life are very easy and difficult at the same time since each and every phase either teaches you to live the life or leave the life...Everything seems easy except the process where you realise that it's not so easy to live or to leave...Family, friends, other loved ones and that someone special, they are those people whom you live for...It's only you but whatever you do, is about them...🖤

(Thank you for your patience, I know that my words aren't significant to you or they might be...But I love the fact that you read the whole of it).

14/12/2023

"Akela" rehna isn't really our choice. we don't choose to stay alone first of all. we try our best to be with someone whom we care about, whom we want to talk to and most importantly whom we love. When it doesn't work out the way we want it to be worked out, we feel that we gotta stay alone. so that we don't let our emotions get trampled all over again and again. apne pasandida saksh ke sath Waqt bitane ko har pal yeh dil tadapte hai Lekin ye khwahish ko pura karne ke liye khud ka self respect kho Dena bhi sahi nahi hai. Staying alone in place comes with a lot of unsaid words, desires to be with someone and a lot of control over emotions as well otherwise we could have gone out of our limit and started looking for anyone who is available but it has never been about finding anyone since it has always been about looking for someone who will complete us. We never choose to stay separated from everyone but we make it our choice to stay alone when we get tired of people making fun of our emotions and when they fail intentionally to reciprocate. We all love to be surrounded by our loved ones as human beings are social beings and we're here to love each other...🖤

22/11/2023

Creating an impenetrable shell around your emotions becomes a necessity as you can't be a parasite to someone just to depend on...your mental strength and the potentiality of having such a control over emotions should be your armour in this battlefield impregnated with depression, anxiety, helplessness and suffocation...others can do what they are allowed to do to alleviate your pain but your concern should be on the process of healing where you just have to get things together on your own and get back on the track so that noone can take advantage of your fragility again...🖤

10/11/2023

The way you survive, tells a story...an untold story which keeps getting modified in every step you take in order to survive...Assumption can be a way of interpreting it since they are unknown of many nuances which you have taken an account of...your story is a prolonged one and it will keep involving other's narratives and evolving in a way that might make others understand how it went and how it will keep going on...🖤

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