08/06/2026
detuned guitars, bitcrushed pianos and strings.
forever underdog is a term i created during a conflicted time in my life. the phrase has meaning; the state of being good at your craft, but not to be seen.
i often have pessimistic thoughts about everything, mostly my music. i worry, am i ever good enough? when is good enough? is there a limit? do i have a limit? these questions cross my mind often. i can guarantee all or most creatives feel the same way.
for a brief period of my life, i was constantly comparing myself and my music to others, trapped in a pessimistic mindset, always being overlooked in situations i was interested in. maybe the universe is telling me something? i’ve always felt like the underdog, perpetually bound by this pessimism, unable to break free.
i can understand if this music isn’t for everyone, but honestly, it’s for me. it’s an extension of myself. this took a long time to curate, i’d love to hear everyone’s thoughts and feelings when this releases.
forever underdog. coming soon
1. oyasumi.
2. no result.
3. i wonder.
4. dreams never die.
5. second, never first.
