05/05/2025
i always tried my best to fit in with all the peoples but nothing worked they say mean things to me and when they do that......i go in a corner and overthink.....is that really true? ......so i just believed them.even if i smile at them and tried to talk to them they just ignore me and backstabbed me.and one time i was exited about my birthday but they completely forgot about it and no one greeted me.....they just realized that its my birthday when i posted that im officially a teenager.that birthday is the worst because they shouted at me for not helping them clean but the truth is i was already done.i was just waiting for you all to say happy birthday but no one greeted....... i was so disaapointed!! starting that day i didnt think that im important to them.i even started to think that they dont love me but loved my brother even my brother is so stuborn and always sneaking around without asking permission while im doing all the chores without anyone noticing me.when im at school is even worst because im always being bullied because im a part of lgbtq community but i learned to ignore them.but i wish that i was NEVER born.because no one cares about me. i.....wishh...i was never.....born!
