28/05/2024
I’d lost Buck in his pea green shirt right at the very start of the run and hoped I might get lucky and see him at the first aid station, stuffing his run vest with the free race nutrition just as I had, like the good and proper Zimbabwean I am. Who lets an opportunity like this go by and not take advantage of all the sweetened/ salty available calories? But, now two hours further into the race (party pace for me thank you very much) and about five hours down altogether, in the middle of yet another climb, with the Craddock Valley, its wines, its prize, fat, fluffy rams, and the last aid station, far off down below, I was ready to empty my run pack pockets, peel of my socks and pack it in.
“What goes up” I was unnecessarily
reminded by the crew of young Afrikaans bros in matching run kit and flash socks, must by the natural order of things, “go down”. This, as we faced yet another muddy, tricky, and rather precarious step over a water course falling into steep nothingness for long as my mind would allow me to imagine. “You just take your time”, a friendly woman, also Afrikaans, also with flash socks, but not with the bros smiled, “last year - right at this place - we saw a man slip and fall all the way down the mountain”. Why, why, why, do I do this? I’m not agile, or fast, or elegant. I am extremely slow on the descent, extra careful with each and every foot placement, and STILL kick a root or chose a loose rock on which to place my future and as yet untarnished full set of teeth. Why? And then I thought of Admire.
About a decade ago, Admire Muzopambwa (Adie Athlete) was asked by his employer if he’d like to join him running in Joburg the mornings before work? Admire, a Zimbabwean trying to make a living far from his home and loved ones - like so many of Zimbabwe’s best and brightest people - said yes he would, thank you. His employer presented a pair of trainers, socks and some kit to run in, and the rest, I hope, will become UTMB history.
At this point in real race time, Admire, a MUT 60km race favourite (just a mere three weeks after his first place podium finish at the 160km Ultra Trail Drakensburg) was just over an hour from the finish line. Unlike me, people like Admire, and fellow country woman Emily Hawgood, don’t scramble on all fours when the going gets a bit tough, or scuttle down, like I was right at that moment, like an upended beetle with limbs staining for purchase on something firm and solid, my sense of self preservation causing a bottle neck of equally gormless humans in this forested gully. No, Admire and Emily are rare. They are the people for which Hoka, this races’ sponsor, wrote the tagline “Fly human, fly”. For a split second or two, between footfalls they do; they fly. Not only do they fly, the grave in which they do makes us believe we might be able to too.
Admire ran the 160kms of the Ultra Trail Drakensburg race in 21 hours and 1 min. He’s fast. I would eventually cross this finish line for the MUT 45kms race in 8 and a half hours, Admire ran 58km on the same mountains in 6 hours 20 mins. He’s fast and he’s obviously a natural talent, but it’s not a given. Admire has worked for this. And he loves it, he genuinely loves it - and you believe him. With his mega watt smile he tells you how much his legs hurt now, how trail running brings him closer to himself, to the big wide world, and how he wants to bring that, that feeling of being able to do something with one’s life to other Zimbabweans who, like him, may have the gift of speed and the necessary dose of grit and hunger, that, with a bit of luck and the right people to help them along, can achieve the miracle of flight too.
So, I suck up the dark thoughts, think of Buck further down the trail and the cold beer and hot shower at its end, and although I am far from flight, I continue to move, one foot in front of the other.
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Admire is a man on a mission. He came in tied second in the MUT, qualifying for an elite athlete spot in the peak of trail running, the World Cup if you will, the UTMB in Chamonix, France. Zimbabwe, here is a man to get behind and support. Let’s help him get there.