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Always staring at the star, wishing that you're looking at it too we will bleed again, but using our pens.

24/08/2025

Will I fail as human, if I fail as a student?

24/08/2025

Once again, I found my muse in writing a poem.
But this time, it's not love.

24/08/2025

I love you, even with your flaws.

24/08/2025

"I'm over him",
yeah that's what I said.
But in the midst of the crowd,
I keep looking for him.
"I never actually loved him",
But I keep waiting for him to
message me again.
"I'm over him",
but my heart was shattered when I saw him.
"I'm over him",
but you're picture is still here.
"I'm over him",
but I keep re-reading our conversation
"He didn't really matter",
but I keep wishing in the stars above me
that this is just a way for us to be better.

"Buwan ng ating unang pag-uusap, Araw ng ika'y aking sagutin, At araw ng tinagurian nating "monthsary". "—Hindi ko na ma...
11/08/2025

"Buwan ng ating unang pag-uusap,
Araw ng ika'y aking sagutin,
At araw ng tinagurian nating "monthsary". "

—Hindi ko na mawari kung ako'y
sumusobra na sa pagiging ilusyunada.
O sadyang tama ang aking hinala.

Sa tutuusin, galak at lungkot
ang aking nadama,
sa oras na naintindihan ko
ang bigay mong mga numero.

May tuwa sa aking labi,
sapagkat patuloy mong inaalala,
kung anong meron tayong dalawa.

At hapdi sa aking puso,
sa kadahilanang, pareho na tayong
may mga bagong iniirog na.

Nais kong marinig
mula sa matipuno mong tinig,
na ako'y mali at nababaliw lamang.

Patunayan mo sa akin
na ikaw ay nakausad na,
at hindi na babalik pa.

Harapin mo ang mapusok na katulad ko,
at sampalin ng mga salitang,

"Ako'y nakausad na,
maaari mo nang ibasura
ang natitira pa nating mga
alaala.
Sapagkat, ako'y malayo na,
sa kinatatayuan mo,
minamahal kong dalaga"

Upang ika'y tuluyan ng mabura
sa mga taong, patuloy kong minamahal
at niyayakap sa aking mga panaginip.—

-ensa
cttrootp

"Ay sorry"A gentle and familiar voice I heard. I looked up and there I saw, someone who was especial.But then, she quick...
11/08/2025

"Ay sorry"

A gentle and familiar voice I heard.
I looked up and there I saw, someone who was especial.
But then, she quickly apologized and leave.

My face turned down, we were a stranger, obviously.
But, polaroid pictures started to flashbacks, and there, I realized her sweet smile didn't change. And it felt so amazing.

The world tried to reunite us it's just, her destiny didn't agree.

She always passes through me, like I am just a stranger with no memories and promises made.

She forgets, I reminisce.

We were a trio, Journalist buddies only, I admit.

It was a short time, but best memories doesn't die, those memories were planted.

Our destinies keeps us away to each other, but the strings we have tied to ourselves are still glowing.

Not now, maybe tomorrow, not sure soon, well on another life it is.

-ensa

cttroop

07/08/2025

Is he my soulmate?

I whisper to ask myself, I wonder who, Is it him already? Am I spending the time of my life with the right person?
Is he the one who I am tied to?

Red String Theory they say, can I see it?
Forever doesn't exist they say, but isn't the red string unbreakable? How could a love between soulmates die?

I just hope we're tied to each other, because assuming things to be it is dangerous.

And I can't take the risk that will hurt both of our genuine feelings.

-ensa

07/08/2025

never thought that I only have a year left being a child

25/07/2025

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔?

Ate is still trying, and right now? she's just crying, she'll be fine soon.

With all the soft, sweet, clean, latina girls out there. There is a Ate, who is no more craving for romantic relationship and friendships.

Her life changed, just like how a teenager at 17 turns to 18.
Life is so rush on her, to the point that she's not excited to meet "sweet sixteen".

She no longer climb for her cravings. Because at this point, she is slowly stepping the steps of her life to get everything that her family would be satisfied for.

When you see her across the road, she is a strong independent, mature woman. Which is weird because when you cross the road and stand in front of her, you will hear a crack voice, coming from the inside of her soul.

You're not crazy for hearing such things, because it is the teenage self of her, locked up, slowly losing it's memory and life.

But, you don't have to worry about Ate.

Ate can handle such things, even when she can't.
Ate can carry all your burden, even when her body and soul is hurt.
Ate always do her best, to be the best, even when she doesn't want to.

Don't worry.

Don't worry even when you hear someone, heavily breathing at the middle of the night.

It's just Ate. She's just crying, crying over a frqn movie drama. She's going to be fine, it's either when the movie ends, or she decides to pause the movie.

-ensa

23/07/2025

never stop trying until failure turn into success
-makulit nyong admin Achilleus

10/07/2025

don't let your test paper dedicate your future

- Achilleus

30/06/2025

—It's kinda funny to think,
that my pillow is a friend.

Late night when I lay down,
pillow always calls out my name.

But, memes tells me not to,
and make me feel something weirdo.

And I hate it, distracting myself
away from my pillow.

Because later soon,
heavy night will come,
with liquids splashing down to my pillow.

I feel safe with my pillow beside me,
and at the same time,
alone, enduring deep scratches within me.

But, the more I lay beside it,
the more my soul get tired of life.

And the more I get away with it,
the more my body screams for another life.

wdim?

—ensa

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