08/05/2025
Okay now the ‘finished’ work.
Although no good work is truly ever completed..
As I sit here writing to my apple playlist/
I can’t help but to cry as I reminisce/
No matter how many times I repeat the same lines/
I can’t help but to feel lost in these rhymes/
So I type, as I feel my own soul leaving/
Please don’t forget me on the way out/
I didn’t rhyme for a different reason/
Because it’s the change up that have you stuck in the evening/
Stuck pacing back and forth to the same 8 count rhythm/
It’s that feeling reminding me I am really livin/
Dam Nas look how they got us/
Still thuggin still trapping out the same apartments/
That one was a half rhyme, yeah now I am on Kanye/
It’s crazy how it all break down that way Ay/
I’ve said it before call me the first epistle/
yall still aint ready for me to spit a missile/
It’s genocide whenever I hop on a microphone/
And i make to sure to speak slow for yall down below/
I don’t even understand my self sometimes/
Why you think I keep coming back to these lines/
In my face, in my heart, my blood, sweat and tears/
And I always give God all of my fears/
Through all the years, that I have been lost in the silence/
That still small voice giving me peace amidst the violence/
And chaos, but yall already knew that/
So the song ends back to Nas again leave you with that/
I still have the confidence of a Lion/
Soul defiant, like the heart of a giant/
5’2 but talk down to you like I am flyin/
Meanwhile the whole time I am really dyin/
But living in the same breath yeah that’s crazy/
And now you understand why this don’t phase me/
I deal with the same visions that send Moses to the mountain/
I AM, and there is not a measure to my fountain/
Deeper than the whole I dug for my own brother/
That line was for My best friends in this struggle/
As I turn into the Lord Vader/
I just pray there will be something left for later/
I am hungry like I never ate these rappers before/
But then I remember I was the one who came in the door/
The one who always knew the ending of all things/
And just brought the fire that the Truth of that brings/
But in my anger I overreacted and blew steam/
And now I can’t put the rabbit back into the dream/
Yeah if you follow that line then you may be ready/
Just follow I as I hold the torch steady/
Slim shady, will you sing rock a by baby/
For me because I owe you that much lately/
Like you said it’s all about longevity/
Audacity depravity inevitably/
But we still keep that same passion and spirit/
Just to make sure they have a reason to Fear it/