21/09/2025
This is an incredibly difficult and vulnerable post for me to make. If you feel a need to negatively judge me, understand I support your right to your opinion, but I would also like you to know you can go f**k yourself. Now that that’s out of the way…
I’m in the worst headspace of my entire life. This pic might look like a massive smile, but underneath it’s a wince. I appreciate everyone who has reached out after my speech at louder than life and I appreciate all the love so many of you amazing people have and continue to show me. Truth is, I’ve created my own mess…I’m very good at doing that. My entire life has been a series of incredible things that I somehow manage to turn into a mistake that haunts me forever. I’ve chased this dream for as long as I remember all while making sacrifices like missing my first child’s entire childhood, pushing loved ones away, and doing many other regrettable things. You may ask “why tf is he sharing this with everyone?” Truth is, I’m sharing because a massive part of me wants to give up. Give up on everything I’ve worked my whole life for. Give up because I can’t see the light at the end of this tunnel. Give up because I often feel like a rat in a race I’ll never win. But, the reality is I won’t. I won’t go home. I won’t cancel a tour. I won’t quit. I won’t do anything except push on. I need this, my family needs this, and millions of others need to know that you can be strong in your weakest of moments.
So, if you are seeing us this Fall all I ask is you bring amazing energy to the room and smile as big as you can while we are on that stage. Much love 🖤