29/08/2025
Hi Khushi,
This might be the stupidest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I don’t know… sometimes I feel like being stupid is more rewarding than living with regret. So here goes.....
You came into my life like a breath of fresh air when everything was going downhill. I told you once that your name reflects your character. Talking to you made me genuinely happy. It was the highlight of my day.
I had just started filling up the little folder in my head with memories of you. I had even started mirroring some of your sweet little habits. But I didn’t get enough time to truly know you, and not knowing you feels like a sin I’m not willing to commit.
I know the kind of person you are, and I know this might feel like a little too much. You might even read this and not respond, even if it tugs at your heart. And honestly, the chances of this message even reaching you feel slim. But I had no other choice. I’ve done everything I could to reconnect with you. I even sent my personal “kobutor” to reply to your message, but she got banned before delivering it. “Jatio Shotru” wasn’t much help either.
I guess I’ve been having a beef with God lately, and He’s been testing me in every way possible. Remember I told you, “Thank God I didn’t ask you the second question”? Well, I lied. If I had known that would be our last conversation, I wouldn’t have hesitated for a single second to ask it.
On any other day, I’m a very practical person. But I’ve realized that the happiest moments of my life came when I acted on instinct, without overthinking. I don’t know if this is one of those moments, but talking to you always just felt right. I miss being stupid with you.
I’m not even sure what I’m doing right now, but something tells me you’ll understand. What happens next might either be the most stupidly entertaining story I’ll tell people for the rest of my life or it’s just going to be a haunting cliffhanger that stays with me forever.
— you know who
