20/09/2026
I am so grateful right now 🥹🥰
So this was trip of a lifetime for me. I was 17 when my nan died, I had a very special relationship with her, it’s the same relationship my mum as with Morgan now 🥹 and I love that so much 🥰
I would like to share something with you this evening ❤️
when Megan was really unwell in hospital during her relapse, she told me she was ready to leave. Her exact words were “mam, I’m tired now and I am ready, but don’t worry Nanna and grampa are going to look after me”.
I said to her, “don’t be silly you are not going anywhere, we are getting through this babes, I promise you”.
She just held my hand, she was reassuring me that it will be ok.
Two days later, Megan and I were laughing about something in the hospital room and in that moment she could no longer catch her breath and I remember screaming at her to breathe.
I could see the life leaving her body and the resuscitation team came in and the nurses made me leave, while they worked to bring her back to life. I will never ever get over that moment in time, not matter how much healing I do.
I wrote about it in ‘The Journey Home’. I felt like I was stuck in a time warp and the more I shouted at her, to breathe, she looked at me in pain, it became harder for her to breathe. She died, they brought Megan back to life, but she never regained consciousness.
I watched Megan die twice and the last time she had her whole family with her and I know my Nan and grampa where waiting on the other side for her ❤️
I’ve since been to see psychic’s and my nan is always with Megan, and that brings me so much comfort knowing she’s okay with souls that love her deeply 🥰
But I’ve made peace with that and that is what is important on this journey ❤️
My reason for this post is, you’ll never know what tomorrow will bring or where tomorrow life will take you.
Be present as much as you can and live a life that you truly love. Because we are not here to change the world around us. We are here to make sure our world is the best that we can make it 🥹🥰
As my saying goes “jump and the net will appear” 💕
Scotland 🏴 I’m grateful for you and this journey 🥰
Love
Emma 💕