28/05/2025
God consciousness during a psychedelic journey is like a big homecoming. The Ultimate Source of Being and reality makes love to you through the spectacle of the Visionary imagination. Your mind and the Universal mind become congruent and you might witness beautiful angelic or elf-like “beings” who communicate elaborate scripts and symbol displays, unfolding mandalas referencing forms from every known and unknown past and future culture, somehow we see glowing landscapes with alien architectures. The boundaries between oneself and all others seem to dissolve and our identity expands until we feel a planetary body and interconnectedness with all beings, even a galactic and cosmic body. The suffering and joy of all creatures seems to course through one's own being, back to the level of genetic perception of our DNA gift from all our relations way back to the first life on earth and in the cosmos. Finally one realizes there are no boundaries, forms or obstructions between you and the timeless awareness that brought the universe into being. It can feel like an internal fountain of or****ic pleasure without moving the physical body. Consciousness, as a vehicle propelled by the sacrament, arrives in heaven and recognizes they are part of a net of beings all sharing the light of infinite love.
The psychedelic experience can also feel like hell. You may see ugly shadows within your unconscious that need to be faced. In the funhouse mirror of our troubling revelations we learn karmic lessons, accelerating psycho-dynamic healing. Leafing through our Book of Trips, I found this entry, "Now I remember why I do this; a return to spiritual home base, a clearing out of psychic cobwebs, an immersion in kaleidoscopic beauty at the core of one's soul.” There are so many ways to contact the divine, because God is always present, but I needed the medicine to wake me up.
