25/09/2024
Returning to Nepal Permanently
Male 31
Sydney Australia
For over seven years, I have called Australia my home. It was supposed to be a temporary journey, a stepping stone towards a brighter future. But life, with its unpredictable twists and turns, had other plans. The demands of work, the relentless pursuit of academic excellence, and the ceaseless hustle of this bustling city kept me anchored here, far from the land I yearned to return to.
In the midst of this whirlwind, I met a girl. She was my solace, my companion in this foreign land. For three beautiful years, we shared dreams, laughter, and love. But as fate would have it, she too left, leaving behind a void that only deepened my longing for home.
Every day, I missed Nepal. I missed the warmth of my parents’ embrace, the comforting aroma of home-cooked meals, and the simple joys of life that I had taken for granted. The vibrant festivals, the serene landscapes, and the sense of belonging that only my homeland could offer were but distant memories, fading with each passing day.
I often found myself questioning the choices I made. Had I wasted these precious years in the relentless rush of this city? The sleepless nights, the endless deadlines, and the constant pressure to succeed had taken their toll. I felt like a stranger in a land that was never truly mine.
But now, as I prepare to return to Nepal permanently next month, my heart is filled with a mix of emotions. There is a sense of relief, a feeling of coming full circle. I am finally going back to where I belong, to the love and warmth that I have missed so dearly. Yet, there is also a tinge of regret for the years lost, the moments that could have been spent with my family, and the memories that were never made.
As I pack my bags and bid farewell to this chapter of my life, I carry with me the lessons learned and the experiences gained. I am ready to embrace my roots, to reconnect with my past, and to build a future that honors the sacrifices made and the dreams yet to be fulfilled.
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