30/12/2024
2024 was one of the most challenging for me personally in recent memory. I entered this year with high hopes, lofty goals, and lots of ambition.
My year was quickly derailed as the stress about money quickly sent me spiraling into a mental health tailspin. I won’t sugar coat it, running a micro business, in a niche market, with no money, and two children to support is stressful.
I’ve pushed this little business to the limit and well beyond what would be considered responsible as a single parent. I often chastise myself for sacrificing so much at the potential expense of stability for my daughters. Where is the line? What is the appropriate amount of risk to take? Is my big break just around the corner? Should I keep pushing or have I pushed too far? These are some of the questions that have haunted me for much of the year.
I am no closer to having answers, but I know this: I love this s**t and I will do it for as long as I can. I will push until my legs collapse and then I will crawl.
While I didn’t achieve everything I had hoped to this year I proved to myself that I will fight, scrap, and bleed for this. I’ve reminded myself that I can endure hard things on and off the bike. Life won’t always be easy, in fact it’s often challenging, and maybe one of the biggest accomplishments from the year is resilience.
I enter 2025 with a focus on gratitude and positivity. While the challenges have been great, I’m trying to remind myself that there is no value in dwelling on the negative. The past has happened and all you can do is move forward. So moving forward I’m committed to positive self talk and positive reflections, of which there are many.
I’m forever grateful for this community that has embraced me and stood by me when things are tough. Behind BoD there is a guy, and this guy is so very thankful to each of you for being part of my journey. I will never take it for granted and will always continue to do my best to reciprocate with every fiber of my being.
I’d like to especially thank my Patrons, Sponsors, podcast guests, and anyone who’s attended one of my events. I couldn’t do it without you 🤝🍻
Year breakdown in comments…