26/06/2023
Ooooooh let's talk y'all!!! Let me nerd out on you a little bit.
Many are offended at this man's (Ozy Worldy) work. He is a non-Black, Italian artist who wrote of these depictions as his "inner demons". He insists that his race isn't meant to characterize any race, and that none of his work is malintended. Some of his work very much relies on understandings of race relations in America, especially. However, I truly believe that he has been honest in a way that most artists won't...and I'm not sure he realizes what he's said regarding his inner demons and the "dark" and "visceral" side of himself and "man" writ large.
A few weeks ago, in a coaching session, I asked all the attendants why they always said that they were "getting back to themselves" when they were reclaiming motion toward "positive", normative, or even capitalist motives. What if me having a mean streak or being stubborn or reckless is actively part of who I am. Moreover, every behavior and even mindset I have, I can recognize the external influence on me. I, for one, laugh (when I'm really tickled) like my dad who got it from his grandmother. My curiosity about people and my ability to always have another question...I get from my mom. So then, I asked...what if, at the end of the day, the part of us that is uniquely us that is just "Preston" with no influence from anyone or anything else...that exists outside of time and social apparatuses...what if that doesn't exist? What if a unique and complete individual that is "me" is actually...not a thing...or nothing? What kind of terror does that invoke in the part of me that understands myself to be a self? Blackness which seems to also be coterminous with nothingness is precisely that terror. It is the part of us that either doesn't exist or is pure biological drive to eat, drink, be comfortable, and or**sm. That part of us that doesn't know sexual orientation and is not bound by societal constraints. We have imposed that on Blackness.
This is why Blackness...when imposed on people...becomes criminal, hypersexual, messy, disorderly, entropic. So then, what the white man's burden ACTUALLY is...is remaining sufficiently suppressed/repressed in order to maintain social order and "reign in" the chaos of Blackness through violence and policing. HOWEVER, there is also an envy there. While there is a belief that we, as Black people exist outside of the law and social norms, we "get" to experience life in abundance in ways that white people don't. This not only explains why Black people laughing or listening to loud music or barbecuing can meet with violence, but also why hip hop music is purchased mostly by young white males.
All in all...I DO think that this artist's representations are anti-Black, but in calling these depictions his inner demons, I also think that he is truly one of the most honest artists that I've seen. He's admitting that he's wrestling with the parts of himself that society would not deem edifying...and then saying that he imposes that on Blackness...and because we understand our desires through our body...he gives this Blackness a body...and this is what it manifests.
He has shown us...first hand...how we became Black.