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Time does not heal anythingI also thought wounds heals anytimeBut I realise the scars it left just grew overtimeTime doe...
10/08/2024

Time does not heal anything
I also thought wounds heals anytime
But I realise the scars it left
just grew overtime

Time does not heal anything
As I cover my scars by my sleeves
And realise I have the habit of tucking it up
Revealing the ugliest scars that I mostly despise

Time never heals anything
If it does,then why does my heart keeps bleeding
Craving the ideology of healing
But never ever been healed

The thoughts of moving on just keeps crawling through my skin
Anxiety running through my mind
Unconsciously digging my nails deeper through my flesh
Praying it would miraculously heals is what I wish

Time never does heal anything
It just teaches us to grow numb
Teaches us to live with pain
And scars are just marks that you've been through a lot and you've won your little games
—Saba/
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I'm tiredI'm tired of being on wrongWhen I make decision that they assumed bad doingAnd they say I'm making my ways much...
10/08/2024

I'm tired

I'm tired of being on wrong
When I make decision that they assumed bad doing
And they say I'm making my ways much harder and long
I'm tired of reaching everyone's expectations
When I'm being choked to death by the string that said that leads to my great destination
I'm tired of hiding through that mask
Hiding my feelings and accept the fact there's so much that I lack
I'm tired of lying
I'm tired of faking
Tired of crying
Tired of smiling
Tired of living
Tired of dying
Dying to know what I lack

Living is surviving
But how can you live when the "you" inside is dying
When you felt much sadness in you
That everything that you touch turns blue
Everything you see ain't new
The "you" they knew
Aren't even you

I tried freeing myself from the perfect portrait of me they see
But the chains in my feet locks me from the expectations they had on me
I tried running away from it
But I'm chained and the chains are wanting me to feel me regret

I'm like a doll
No,I'm the perfect doll
Controlled by expectations
Strangled by the strings
Surrounded by lies
Wrapped in regrets

In the end,I'm tired
Tired to be anonymous to anyone.
—Saba/
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She is a poet—There was this girlShe wrote love stories and poemsHer words struck every sharps and pointsEvery poet she ...
10/08/2024

She is a poet—

There was this girl
She wrote love stories and poems
Her words struck every sharps and points
Every poet she wrote seems to be piercing to anyone's joints

They say pen is a writers weapon
But hers seems to be cutting her heart open
She expresses her feelings through writing
But her poets are showing diffrent meaning

Her words seems to be full of feelings
Yet she was never willing
Willing to experience the feelings she wrote through her pen
She's scared to take the risk and feel the pain

She was sorrounded with love
But never in her life she felt love was hers to have
She was loved
But she felt so unloved

And so she wrote,wrote and wrote
To find the missing parts she's been missing all her life
The reasons why her poets are full of lies
The answers to all her why's

She thought she'd be safe from heartbroken
If she'd cover up and stay still
Then she'll never be broken
But she was wrong

Her heart was stained with the blood of those she witness brokenness
She tries to wipe it off with cloth along with her tears but instead it leads her to loneliness
Though her heart is not cut open
Yet it still keeps on bleedin

She covers her wounds with words and poets
But it ain't enough to keep a heart from being open

She escapes reality through poetry
But her words reflects to her
Strucking her every sharp and points
Piercing through her every single joints

She was poet
But maybe
Maybe
It's time for her to stop bleeding
—Saba/
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It was not her faultIt wasn't her faultIn the first place,It wasn't her mistake,Yet she decided That all those blames ar...
10/08/2024

It was not her fault

It wasn't her fault
In the first place,
It wasn't her mistake,
Yet she decided
That all those blames are hers to take,

And it wasn't blames either
She just felt guilty
For no reason,
And so
She felt responsible,

She told herself
To be stronger,
Yet her tears
Are just superior,

She puts up boundaries
Around herself
Out of doubt,
Yet the silence
Behind her walls
Are just so loud,

She craves
To be heard
Than craving decent foods,
Yet her throat
Are just too dry
For her to spoke,

She craves water,
But she wanted to clench
Her thoughts
More than water
Could ever offer,

Her mind keeps wandering at night,
Staring at the stars
And wishing with all her might,
That one day
All may be fulfilling,
Yet life
Is just so good at defiling,
A poor 'ol naive soul
Who is just so willing

Truth is,
It was her fault,
That all is torn,
At that nineteenth day
Of the first month
A child was born

—Saba/
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It is what it is"It is what it is"A Phrase you'd hear through my mouth If it's letting everyone know then,I'd shout Mayb...
10/08/2024

It is what it is

"It is what it is"
A Phrase you'd hear through my mouth
If it's letting everyone know then,I'd shout
Maybe to prove that everything's alright,I guess?
If it's so easy to speak,then they'll think my life was never a quest

"It is what it is"
A phrase that rather came out through my mouth
As I gave a grin that no person could ever doubt
I say "it's fine"
Cuz indeed it's fine
I may be a disapointment but it is not 'bout something that I should whine
But....

It isn't always as what it is
A phrase that you could never hear through my mouth
Hidden cold truth that I could never shout
Hiding is the only way I prove myself,I guess?
Keeping a fabricated smile sculpted through my face is more than what they've called a quest

It isn't always as what it is
A phrase that I'd rather prohibit coming out through my mouth
I used to grin yet I always doubt
If I'm really fine
Or maybe I'm just tryin' to be fine
I've been a disapointment at all time yet all I can do is cry

I guess it is what it is
—Saba/
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Dear moon,You were either praised by your beautyAnd bringing light at the darkest night is your dutyYet you choose to cl...
10/08/2024

Dear moon,

You were either praised by your beauty
And bringing light at the darkest night is your duty
Yet you choose to close your eyes and dim your light
As you felt you were never enough to suffice

There's a voice inside that rather throws you out
Than to realise there's people in the street that adores you and rather shout
And say "Dear moon,Where's your great light?"

You never realise your worth than any dime
Your beauty exceeds as time pass by
Yet you choose to dispise your flaws
You felt so small,so weird,and so out of place

Your appearance really never matters to others
Whether you're full or half as long as you're seen in the night sky
Then it's enough to make someone utter
"Someone so beautiful deserves to be loved"

You don't criticize the moon for not shining the same each night
You don't look up at it and say "You're not trying hard enough"
Because the moon doesn't have to be full and bright to be loved
And Neither do you
—Saba/
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26/04/2024

Kung ako nalang diay?

26/04/2024

Never beg for attention
You deserves better!!!

26/04/2024

A tremendous feeling I could never let go❤❤

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