30/01/2025
"I've been searching for a long time, for what could bring me relief
I've tried everything, I've tried to move forward, to walk
As if nothing had happened
I've tried to get angry
To hold on, to let go, to release everything
To express my rage and spit it out
To put a veil over my wounds
And hope that they remain hidden
I've tried to erase the traces
Of a tainted heart
I've tried to destroy myself
I've tried to ruin myself
The pain stuck to my skin
So I tried to tear it off
To chew it up and spit it out
But know that none of that brought me relief
I almost drowned
In the ocean of my torment
But I learned to swim
I learned to encourage myself
I learned to accept help
To stay flexible when the slope is steep
I learned to recognize my strengths
To see that flaws are not a fatality
I learned to see the light in the darkness
To be proud and to congratulate myself
I haven't forgotten anything
But I've learned to love, to help
To give and to forgive
But forgiving
Doesn't mean that I condone
It just means that I'm putting peace
On the facts that poison me
I'm an alchemist
I can make light what is heavy
Put vibration on what is deaf
Sow peace, joy, and love
When we live through dark days
I'm an alchemist
I transform shadows into light
Dreams into reality
Wills into prayer
And differences into complementarity
In fact, I'm learning to live
I'm learning to be human
To live on earth
I'm learning today and I'll learn tomorrow
As I learned yesterday
But I don't forget where I come from
Like the angels who hear my prayers
I'm also a divine being
Who comes from the universe
Who learns to do good
And who learns life on earth
Simply, I'm a human being."
