25/06/2024
Ako Ang na una pero sya iyong gustong makasama
"Hi Love , you know what?" I said gently.
"What love?"
"That I am the luckiest person in the world"
"No, you're not"
"What?" I asked him with my eyebrows raised.
"You're not the the luckiest person in the world because, I am. I was so lucky to meet you and never thought that I will." He said. I giggle
Nick was the man who cares more than himself, he's the man who love more than himself. He is a man in every girls dream. All packed in one.
After a year in relationship I asked him.
"Love?"
"Yes, love?"
"Do you love me?"
"Why are asking that? you're just overthinking love" he said while busy in his phone.
"What if this love will fade and never last? what will you do?"
"I'll make it work again"
Alam ko Naman na gagawin talaga ni Nick Ang lahat.
"You'll fight or give up?
"Give up , because I can't force you to love me"
Sa mga sumusunod na Araw I felt something wrong with him but I can't ask him because he's too busy with his school works. Hindi kami maka same school. Umabot ang Araw na Hindi ko na kaya, kaya I asked tita what's going on with him. I went to their house and unexpectedly my heart was broken.
"Hello po ti-" Hindi ko na tapos ang bati ko ni tita nang Makita ang babae na nasa loob.
" Oh, Sam you're here? " Hindi rin pala nagexpect si tita na Makita ako Lalo na si Nick.
"Come here sit first"
"Oh thanks tita"
Broken, pero pinili ko paring Makita silang magkahawak kamay. I felt embarrassment and awkward. Then tita suggested to prepare a meal for us. And it was me and Nick in the sofa.
"I'm so sorry Sam"
"No you can't say sorry, andito nga ako para Malaman kung Ano Na ang nangyari sayo eh pero alam ko na pala kung bakit ganun ang trato mo sakin in this past weeks. Akala ko busy ka sa school works mo pero iba pala. Maybe I need to say Goodbye and end this heartbreaking conversation. Some message lang ha. Please treat her the more you treat me. Please Love her the more you Love me. Don't ever hurt her like what you did today. You gave up and maybe ako rin. Hindi kita mapilit na mahalin ako Diba? Unexpected goodbye. Aalis na Lang ako at p**i sabi nalang kay tita na tapos na Tayo and I will never go back again. I'll leave you. Hoping this memories will fade together with the feelings. Goodbye"
Masakit man pero kailangan kong Gawin yun. Tumakbo ako palabas sa gate habang umiiyak. Nababakas rin sa mukha ni Nick Ang sakit pero mas hapdi ang ginawa niya sakin. Wala na akong magawa pa kundi piliing masaktan. Mahal Naman niya yung girl eh. Leaving their house hoping not to see his face again.
