10/06/2024
Everyone: are you competing?! Me: 🤷🏽♀️
I just like to keep it lowkey and move in silence. Hoodie up, headphones in, trying not to be perceived!
Here’s a photo dump and a video at the end. I know, I know, I need to work on my side relaxed pose. 🤣
I decided to take this whole thing as a learning experience and challenge for myself.
I came in 3rd 🥉 for True Novice & Open Figure and I’m pretty happy! I didn’t come in as tight as the other awesome ladies who were next to me on stage and I happily accept that! :) just going to keep grinding to build a physique that I love.
The anxiety the week before, the exhaustion at work the night before, knowing I gotta do homework after this, the meal prepping, doing cardio while watching anime. I enjoyed the whole process. Seeing my weight go down to 93?! A weight I haven’t seen in years! Breaking my pump strap before prejudging and having a really nice guy let me borrow his. My phone died the night before the show and I fell asleep and woke up with just enough time to do my makeup. It was chaos hahahah. But a great day I won’t ever forget.
I’m even debating being a backstage makeup artist as a side hustle because I got so many compliments on a look I did in less than 10 minutes 🤣