11/01/2025
UNLESS U KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE SPENT TENS OF THOUSANDS ON ARTIST THAT BETRAY U, OR KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE PUT PPL IN POSITIONS THEY’VE NEVER BEEN IN BEFORE IN THEIR LIVES, JUST TO HAVE ALOT OF THEM GROUP UP AGAINST YOU, DISRESPECT YOU, LIE ON YOU.. LIKE YOU’VE DONE NOTHING FOR THEM IS MIND-BLOWING.. THE SAME PEOPLE MY MOUTH REPRESENTED AND BRAGGED ABOUT, ARE THE SAME ONES THAT I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD’VE EVER THOUGHT WOULD DO ME SO FOUL.. THIS HAS BEEN SO HURTFUL.. FROM FAMILY TO SO-CALLED FRIENDS I HONESTLY DON’T TRUST MY DECISIONS ANYMORE… BCUZ I’M A SOLID PERSON AND WHEN I’M A FRIEND, I’M JUST THAT.. BUT GOD GONE SEE ME THRU, AND EVEN THOUGH THIS IS A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW I WILL HURDLE IT THRU MY TEARS AND PRAYERS… AND FOR THOSE THAT TRULY LOVE AND CHERISH ME I THANK Y’ALL.. BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO PROCESS.. SO I GOTTA DO WHAT I GOTTA DO TO PROTECT ME & MINES.. THIS WORLD FULL OF DIRTY ASS PPL.. EVERYBODY CHASIN’ DA BAG, LOSING MORALS, PRINCIPLES, AND INTEGRITY JUST TO GET IT.. PRAY FOR ME… I’M TRULY UNDER ATTACK… SO JESUS I’M ASKING FOR YOU TO PLS ORDER MY STEPS BCUZ I CAN’T DO THIS WITHOUT U…I LITERALLY HATE THAT THOSE I TRULY LOVED ARE NOW SHOWING ME THAT I WAS ONLY WORTH SLIDING MY CARD, OR CAPITALIZING FROM ME—… ALL OF MY INTENTIONS TO SEE PEOPLE WIN WAS IN VAIN BCUZ WHOLE TIME THEY WERE FAKE AND NEVER GAVE A F**K ABOUT ME.. NOW THAT’S SOME HONESTY FOR MY ASS..SO FOR ANYONE THAT WANTED TO SEE ME “HURT” YOU WIN..BUT I WILL SURVIVE… BCUZ IT’S IN ME NOT ON ME.. GOD I THANK YOU FOR EXPOSING THE REAL, EVEN THRU THE HURT, I KNOW YOU HAD TO SHOW ME IN UR OWN WAY… 💜🙏🏾