14/02/2024
It’s You Again
It’s you again
I’ve had to learn to manage you, contain you,
sometimes resist you, and somehow still try to experience you
On this journey to death, living with you alongside everything else, either or not falling apart in my life,
It’s you, it’s you that I sometimes have had to reconstruct
Reconstitute, redo, recreate, rebuild, rebirth, revive.
It’s you again that I’ve had to relearn.
Even after finding myself in a million pieces, it’s you that I yearn for, that I want, that I think I need
It’s you again, the very core of my being and the foundation of everything, every person that I am and want to be. It’s you that I’ve had to fight with and wrestle and die a certain way to finally embrace.
It’s you that I am now with ease. For me. For you. And for everyone who needs you or me. There’s no struggle, no hurt, just you, love, in all your facets.
It’s you again, and today I accept to be you. The love I need, the love I want to be and the love that I give myself.
It’s you again, It’s you again.
Bella_cruise✍️