Studio Penguino

14/08/2025

surprise + a little full-circle moment: i was invited to share my story with sdvoyager again (part two!!) and i’m honestly so, so grateful. huge love to xavier ray (from my youtube fam) for the nudge and for always believing in me. 🫶🏽

this piece is more reflective than anything i’ve shared publicly. i talk about where i am right now as a filmmaker and how i actually got here—the ordinary, unglam parts too. the hostel nights. the car naps to save money. the library-as-office days. delivering food between meetings. the burnout, the heartbreak, the choice to keep choosing the work anyway. i say things i haven’t really said out loud before, and it feels both scary and freeing.

i also share the process behind colorette—from notes-app brain dumps and late-night voice memos to a jam-packed, community-powered weekend where friends became family and a story found its shape. and because this year marks ten years since my first short (hey man, 2015), i look back at the work that carried me here: flight, uhaw, ang huling sayaw (the late checkout)—each one a different version of me, each one a step toward being braver and more honest.

and there’s a little exclusive in there too: a sneak peek at my first-ever proof-of-concept for my debut feature— a coming-of-age, q***r story set in the early 2000s, where private catholic school collides with the competitive world of swimming. it’s tender, it’s personal, and it’s the story i’ve been circling for years.

if you take the time to read it, i hope it makes you feel a little less alone and a little more certain that your pace is enough. live your life on your own terms—even when it’s hard. especially when it’s hard.

read here: https://sdvoyager.com/interview/meet-edrian-of-san-diego-los-angeles
(also linked in bio)

photos by my muse 📸
wearing 🤍

thank you for seeing me, for rooting for me, and for letting my story sit with you for a moment.

02/08/2025

Mahal kong Izzy,

Salamat.
Salamat sa pagbibigay ng pahintulot na hindi lang kita likhain mula sa pinakamalalim na bahagi ng puso ko, kundi pati na rin maging ikaw — sa pinaka-final na anyo mo.

Sa totoo lang, natakot ako.
Sa pagpasok sa sapatos mo.
Sa pagdama ng pag-ibig mo.
Sa pagtanggap nito.

Pero tinanggap mo ako — buong-buo.
At sa pagiging ikaw, parang ikaw din ang naging tahanan ko.

Pinaramdam mo sa akin kung anong klaseng pagmamahal ang akala ko hindi ko na mararamdaman muli.
Pinaalala mo sa akin ang mga bahagi ng sarili kong gusto ko nang takasan, pero kailangan kong harapin — para sa iyo. Para sa akin.

Salamat din sa mga Santi — mga taong marunong magmahal nang tahimik pero totoo.
At para sa mga Ernie — na kahit sarado, ay may puso ring naghahanap ng pag-unawa at pagkalinga.

Maraming nagmamahal sa’yo, Izzy.
At isa na ako ro’n.

🎬💖

27/07/2025

27/07/2025

doom

27/07/2025

im gay

29/05/2025

✨ this saturday, may 31 — come thru to the Bridge the Gap Creative Summit in chula vista!
i’m honored to be one of the guest panel speakers alongside an amazing lineup, including keynote 🙌🏽

it’s gonna be a full day of:
🎤 workshops + panels
📸 photo ops
🍱 food & vendors
🎁 raffles + interactive booths
and hella community + inspiration 🇵🇭

📍 the hub at eastlake – chula vista, ca
🎟️ tickets start at $45 — link in bio

💖 AND special thanks to the William Male Foundation for sponsoring 3 free tickets to support our FilAm creatives 🙏🏽 we’re so grateful for your generosity and belief in our stories.

if you’re a creative, storyteller, or just looking for connection — this is the space to be. let’s build, let’s dream, let’s keep showing up 🫶🏽



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Let me know if you want a slide-by-slide version for a carousel post or something fun for IG Stories too!

19/05/2025

✨ two years ago around this time, we were deep into filming ANG HULING SAYAW — a passion project that ended up changing my life.
i had no idea that summer would mark the beginning of a whole new chapter: one where i kept creating, kept growing, and kept getting the chance to tell stories that matter 💖

since then:
🎬 ANG HULING SAYAW (2023)
🗳️ IKAW / AKO — my first commissioned project for the elections
🪩 BEACH BOOGIE — my second music video, filmed just last week!!

someone recently told me, “your sets look so much fun” — and that really meant a lot 🥹
because i do try my best to cultivate a space that’s both fun and very hard-working. i love seeing people thrive in their element while making sure the set runs smooth, safe, and with heart.

and on a real sentimental note — as filipinos, it’s in our DNA to dream big and chase after those dreams 🇵🇭 for me, this is that dream.
i’ve worked and fought so hard to get here… and what’s wild is, i’m finally just at the beginning of something really, really beautiful.

and now… i’ve been invited to be a guest panel speaker (!!!) at the Bridge the Gap Creative Summit on may 31st 💥
it’s giving motivational speaker era™ 😭 if y’all ever need one for your event… lowkey, i’m available MWAHAHAA

📣 filam creatives!
join us for a full day of panels, workshops, food, photo ops & community:

🗓️ saturday, may 31
📍 the hub at eastlake – chula vista, ca
🎤 keynote:
🎟️ tix start at $45 – link in bio
hosted by 💫

can’t wait to connect & give back to the next gen — the way y’all been showing up for me 🫶🏽

29/04/2025

Hey, you!

To be honest, I don’t even know where to start with this post-but the first thing that comes to mind with this baby photo is how far we’ve come in this lifetime. You just recently turned 33, and oh my- everything suddenly feels urgent yet anew all at the same time.

I am so proud of you for staying hopeful in the midst of being a survivor + resilient. Even in the midst of your own set of challenges in life, you’ve chosen kindness and goodness. There are many things in life that has hurt you, and all I want to do is hug you so dearly and tight.

Recently, you have been shown the impact of your love for the community you’ve served throughout the years. With no expectations, only generosity and passion, you’ve been able to carve a path that is only yours to embark in. I know there are many days, where you feel so hopeless but please know that you are worthy of receiving the same love you give to others.

I know that within these last couple of years, you’ve relentlessly fought silent battles, and have overcome. Life has made you hard, scared and fragile. But also, you’ve learned to become stronger, hopeful and braver. Though the future currently looks uncertain, may you lean into grace, your vulnerability and hope to keep moving forward.

I love you…

(sorry, not sorry for this raw post- this has been in my heart for all too long + it’s high time that I open up to the world about my current state)

20/03/2025

SPECIAL NEWS ALERT! 🎬💌

After two years since its inception + four years since its ideation, 4 filming days, 11 film festivals and 2 awards. I’m finally ready to release this short of mine to the world-in celebration of my 33rd birthday.

3.23.25
12MN PST
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21/10/2024

A Personal Ask – Help Me Bring Ang Huling Sayaw to New Audiences! 🎬✨

Hi friends, family, and my amazing community,

I’m sharing this with so much excitement (and a bit of nerves!). As many of you know, I’ve been working on my short film, Ang Huling Sayaw (The Late Checkout) – a story that’s so close to my heart. It’s based on my experiences as a q***r person during lockdown, and with the love and support of my community, we brought it to life last year.

What I didn’t expect was how far this little film would go. Fast forward to today, and Ang Huling Sayaw has been accepted into 9 film festivals and even won an award! 🌟 I’ve got screenings coming up in Las Vegas and Philadelphia, and I’m beyond excited. But here’s the thing – getting to these out-of-state festivals is a bit of a financial challenge.

I’ve worked so hard for this moment, and I really want to be there in person to celebrate and continue growing as a filmmaker. So, I’m reaching out to my community – to YOU – with a heartfelt ask. If you’re able to contribute anything, it would mean the world to me. 🙏 And if donating isn’t possible, sharing this post or offering any advice on travel or accommodations would be equally amazing!

You can send your donations via Venmo here: venmo.com/u/EDRIANPENGUINO

I can’t express enough how grateful I am for your support. Your generosity and belief in me have helped me get this far, and I know we’ll continue to do amazing things together. 💛

With all my love and gratitude.

21/08/2024

MOVE AMERICAN PREMIERE ✨
We are so excited to share that the second film of Move American, IKAW/AKO (A Story of Us) by Filam Film Co. and Edrian Pangilinan
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IKAW/AKO (A Story of Us) is a vignette of solos + duets that explores ones journey of finding belonging & community.

When it comes to long-term advocacy and lasting social change, what keeps us uplifted to keep going are the communities that nourish and empower us along the way. Joining a community that simultaneously sustains you, each other and the world can be a pillar in fulfilling the changes we seek and tend to. Find your community, discover your power within and create social change together.

THE FILAM FILM COLLECTIVE , founded by Trixi Anne Agyao, Edrian Pangilinan and Marissa Roxas in 2020, amplifies Filipino-American and AAPI voices in today’s media, dedicated to creating a platform for diverse stories and perspectives.

Edrian Pangilinan (he/him) is a Filipino-American filmmaker + dance artist based in SD/LA. His work is greatly inspired by his press for representation as a brown, filipino and q***r human. He is grateful to pursue his dream of becoming a filmmaker focusing on LGBTQIA+ themes that challenge the status quo AND initiate dialogues necessary for change.

You can donate to and support the FILAM FILM CO’s community creating social change. Call to action links can be found linked in our bio, stories, and the DISCO RIOT website!

via Disco Riot's Instagram

https://vimeo.com/998399888

CHEERS TO THE DREAM TEAM! ✨
Lead Artist + Director / Choreographer:
Costume + Performer:
Line Producer:
Executive Producer:
Producers:
Script + Creative Consultant:
Performers:
1st AD:
Director of Photography:
1st AC: .osh
Gaffer:
Production Design/Assistant:
BTS Photographer:
Editor:
Additional edits by
Colorist:
Special Thanks: , .studio3

13/08/2024

OFFICIAL POSTER REVEAL ✨✨✨
ft. Ang Huling Sayaw (The Late Checkout)
for your film festival consideration!

After almost a year, I was finally able to create the first official poster to my film (+ also after being required to eme!). I have some very exciting news I cant wait to share with you along with this drop.

We are officially back on the film fest circuit via Cinema Diverse's upcoming 17th Palm Springs LGBTQ+ Film Festival also making it's Palm Springs debut next month on Sept 20.

More details coming soon!
But for now, please enjoy this poster from my heart to yours. And thank you all for all for the love + support since day 1.

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🎭 starring Earl Alfred Paus Frank Kensaku Saragosa and Maria Isabel Lopez
🪩 extras: .osh .ig Genesis Gregorio
💻 producers: Julian Bataclan Marygian Rebullar
👩🏽‍💻 story development: Liz Jessica
📋 1st AD:
👀 Scripty: Trixi Anne Agiao
🎥 DP: Marissa Roxas
🎬 2nd AC: Rendel Balisi
⚡️ Gaffer: Alex Lalangan
🎨 Set Design:
🔊 Sound: .o.yo
❤️‍🔥 PA’s:
👖 Costume: .ig
👓 Props: April Abarrondo
📸 BTS:
👨🏽‍💻 Editor: Rendel Balisi
🪄 VFX: Randal Kamradt Jr.
🖍️ Colorist:
🎶 Musical scoring:
🎤 Spoken Word by Martin Naling