06/06/2019
The night ended and we all went back to our lives. As I was preparing to go to bed I heard a knock at the door,, I went to see who it was. I could not believe my eyes, he was home. I was so overjoyed.
My night was no longer dull.We talked and laughed.The night was friendly to us.He started kissing and making me feel each of his heart beat. I got lost in his arms. I melted and felt tender and wanted him to anything to my body.The night was perfect and I did not want it to end. The morning came,and he prepared breakfast. I called work to let them know I won't be coming. Everything was perfect until that phone call.
Everything changed,the mood was no longer bubbly.
I remember he came and held my hand and said: "baby we need to talk".
I could feel my stomach turning I thought to myself" who died"?.He said he was sorry.And I wondered what was he sorry about. "I think its best we end things" that's what he said. Everything went still, I thought my ears deceived me.I laughed, and he went quite then suddenly I realized he was serious.
Then I asked, why,what did I do?He said its not you.I found someone else, this distance is not working for me.I got confused. Why did he sleep with me,and like that if he wants out.Didn't he love me anymore?I wanted to scream but I contained myself.
I wanted to know all about this woman he met.He explained and I found out that they were engaged and she was expecting his child. I felt so numb but what could I do.He kissed me on the forehead and said he was sorry.
It was over, my heart was in pieces. I chased him out of my place. I could not take it anymore. He did not deserve to be in the same room as me.
I gave him all my heart and he just crushed it.He turned my love.I became bitter and lonely. He dawned my happiness. From that day he made me not to believe in love. HE TURNED MY LOVE INTO HATE.