02/01/2026
I suck for how I left, I know....but a series of stupid decisions followed by the consequences had made me come to terms with what was in store for me since my last appearance. I know that doesn't excuse anything (or clarify much) but this isn't a pity post. I just genuinely missed yall and after seeing all the messages that I've missed, I thought that I really needed to say something even if I'm quite late.😅
To everyone who has reached out to me since, I really am sorry for not getting back to you. For a while it wasn't possible and even when it was, I decided that leaving the social media scene was the best thing to do but not in the way that I did it. I haven't been the best person to myself and others. So much so that it's made me realize just how much I've forgotten how amazing people in this community are/have been for genuinely caring and sticking around after so long. I don't deserve you. I'm forever indebted to you. Thank you so much for giving me an experience that I will never forget. It wasn't all bad and honestly we had some great moments of "what could of been" right!? haha. I don't know, maybe I'm grasping at straws there lol
I hope everyone's new year is off to a solid start! I am not ending this post with the usual "my plan is". I have a terrible track record of that haha - So instead we will just see where the year leads to. As an old friend would always say with the brightest/warmest tone "1DayAtaTime"! - (miss you rogue!)
Much love shrimp fam!
