31/05/2020
Yesterday I finally was able to go to a local shop, with mask and alcohol bottle for hands cleaning and buy a few replacement lightbulbs for the house, and one of the burnt lights was on the workspace. Which so far, was being used as my CoVid cleaning station. I'm lucky and fortunate for, in Brazil, have such a space at home. Result of my always preference for living a bit far from the city center in a house, and not an apartment downtown ( living costs are similar, but I am a bit secluded from the transport system... there are extra costs on the apartment that actually make some a LOT more expensive than a house in the outskirts for rental ), and always seek a house I can have a workspace for model making in architecture and rubber making.
So, today I realized how long it has been since I created anything with my hands. The bench is just a pile of cardboard boxes waiting to be taken for recycling, and some still closed, because we have the policy of leaving the boxes closed for 4 days before opening ( I just spray them with bleach before bringing them inside the house ) because in 4 days, Coronavirus is dead and that way I don't have to single wash each single bottle or tin or container. And this week as supermarket delivery.
I decided this is too long, I'm demotivated, as I believe a lot of people are, worried, watching the horror outside and an imbecile in power as President, and I really had enough. I'm starting the cleanup process, will open and store this week's food, and open all boxes and store the cardboard for recycling on the floor and just clean everything and be able to work again. I need some rubber in my skin. I need to feel alive. I need to take my mind out of the horrors. As I feel you all do. We all do. And if I can give something back and some photos and texts and contents to keep our spirits alive, let's go for it.
By the way, I had a crazy idea... since I'm an architect... if you'd be interested in a joint project of designing dream rubber homes. Crazy dream rubber homes :) What do you think?
Much love and be safe... my mind and hearts with everyone at this moment, and let's keep grinding and move on. Just as there is no good that is eternal, evil also doesn't last forever. This will past and we gotta be here and be ourselves when it is all over.
Jessica