25/09/2025
Not game related but I somehow got to put this somewhere i can remember in a few years.
Today as I was preparing to go home, sanitizing myself at work i accidentally sprayed my eyes with isopropyl alcohol. I just rub it with water and try to man handle it. But as I was riding on my way home, It started to ache more. I panic abit and washed it more with water but its not dissapearing, And it got to my mind that i needed to shed tears to wash the alcohol away. But I havent cried in a long time, even in my darkest hours ive learned to toughen up and never shed tears. But this time i really need to shed tears to wash it away. So i went on youtube to watch all this try not to cry videos and all these sad stories but they never get to me. Dissapointed i sit back but still the sting worsen, i tried to think when was the last time i bawled out crying while watching something. And then i remembered.. Menma. I immediately searched out on Youtube "Menma we found you scene" and yep. That 4 minutes and 16seconds was enough to make me bawl out. The same way how I bawled out when I watch it 12 years ago. Man i didnt expect that to come out to me. I bawled out crying from the letter reading til the end. Im gonna watch it again after typing this i need to clean my eyes a second time I guess. To those who wanted to clean their eyes out like me feel free to watch that scene or if u havent watched Anohana try watching it! Thanks for reading.