09/07/2025
TITLE: A Heart on Trial
CHAPTER 6: The Nationâs Verdict
Monday morning brought a storm that no courtroom could contain.
By the time Lihle stepped out of her flat, the air already felt thick â not with humidity, but with judgment. She could feel it in the glances of her neighbors, in the way the woman at the corner spaza shop whispered behind her hand. Even the Uber driver who picked her up for work kept glancing at her through the mirror.
Her name was everywhere.
On X.
On Facebook.
On WhatsApp statuses.
On morning radio shows.
was trending at number one.
trailed just behind.
Screenshots of her social media profile, photos from her graduation, even a pixelated image from church â all were circulating like wildfire.
She sat stiffly in the back seat as the driver tuned into Ukhozi FM. The presenterâs voice boomed:
"Langelihle Ndleleni, the Christian woman from Port Elizabeth, is making headlines today. South Africa wants to know â what is a God-fearing, church-going woman doing defending one of the most feared men in KwaZulu-Natal? Is this justice, or betrayal of everything she claims to stand for?"
Lihleâs jaw tightened.
By the time she arrived at Shabangu Attorneys, the stares followed her like shadows.
Thandeka at reception barely looked her in the eye. Her colleague Vuyo offered a weak smile before slipping into his office. She passed two interns huddled around a phone, one muttering, âIâd never. Not in a million years.â
She entered her own office and closed the door gently.
Silence.
Then her phone lit up again.
"This you? Didnât think youâd stoop this low, sis." â DM from a high school classmate.
"Lol imagine defending Razor and still posting Bible verses. Make it make sense." â Twitter comment.
âWhen did Christian lawyers become mouthpieces for criminals & murderers?â â DM on Instagram.
She sank into her chair, heart pounding.
Then came the knock.
It was Mr. Shabangu.
He stepped inside, closing the door behind him. His face was unreadable.
âI assume youâve seen the headlines?â
She nodded. âYes, Sir.â
âI need to know, Ndleleni⊠Can you handle this?â
Lihle looked up, voice steady despite the storm raging inside. âI didnât come here to be liked. I came to seek justice. If I walk away now, I let the noise decide whatâs right.â
He studied her, then gave a slow nod. âGood. Because weâve received threats. And the media wants an interview. Youâre not obligated to speak, but they wonât stop either way.â
âI wonât speak,â she said quietly. âNot yet.â
âThen hold your head high. And whatever happens next â donât let them break your spirit.â
She nodded. He left.
Only once the door shut again did she allow the tears to pool.
*God, Iâm drowning in judgment. I didnât ask for fame. I didnât ask to be a headline. I just wanted to serve You with my gift. Why does it feel like Iâm being punished for obedience?*
No answer came. But she turned to her Bible on the desk, flipped to Romans 8.
âIf God is for us, who can be against us?â
Her hands steadied. Her breathing slowed.
She would not back down.
But she would bleed for it.