06/07/2025
TITLE: A Heart on Trial
CHAPTER 1: Called to Stand
The morning air in Pietermaritzburg was crisp and quiet, as if the city itself hadnât quite woken up yet. Langelihle Samara Ndleleni sat at the edge of her bed, her Bible open on her lap, and the faint sound of Hillsong Worship playing softly in the background. She had woken just before 5 a.m., as she did every day, drawn out of sleep by the same mixture of purpose and pain that had lived in her chest for four years.
Her eyes lingered on the verse sheâd just readâIsaiah 41:10: "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God." She closed her eyes and whispered the words again. It wasnât just scripture. It was survival.
The photo on her nightstand caught her eye. It was slightly worn at the edges now. Her father, Vuyolwethu Ndleleni, beamed with pride beside her in her graduation gown. That day had felt like prophecy fulfilled. Until the call came. Until joy was swallowed by loss.
He had died of a sudden heart attack just minutes before she was to give her speech as class representative. That day, her world had split in twoâbefore and after. She remembered running to the hospital in her heels, her cap in hand, makeup streaking with tears.
Lihle touched the frame gently. "Iâm still trying, Tata," she whispered. "Still standing. Just wish you could see it."
She got dressed quickly, in her usual sleek but modest workwearâtailored pants, a white blouse, and a blazer that made her feel stronger than she sometimes was. As she tied her braids into a low bun, her phone buzzed. Mama.
"Molo, Mama," she answered, balancing her phone between her shoulder and ear while pouring boiling water into her mug.
"Molo, mntwanâam," came the warm voice of her mother from Port Elizabeth. "Did you sleep well?"
"I did. And you?"
"Weâre fine, shame. But your brotherâs shoes are talking, Lihle. And Naledi wants to apply for nursing next year."
Lihle sighed, but smiled softly. "Tell her to apply. Iâll send money for registration. And Iâll sort Zukoâs shoes next week."
"God bless you, Samara. Your father would be proud, you hear me? Donât forget what he saidââGod first, always.â"
"I wonât forget, Mama. I love you."
"I love you too, Nana."
She ended the call, sipped her tea, and stood by the window for a moment, watching Pietermaritzburg stretch into life. Taxi horns echoed faintly in the distance, and gospel music rose from a neighborâs open kitchen window.
Today felt different. Heavy, somehow.
-
Lihle arrived at Shabangu Attorneys just after seven. The building stood proud and modern among older structures in the city centre. It still humbled her sometimesâto walk these halls as an associate attorney, not just a black woman from KwaZakhele in Port Elizabeth, but Langelihle Ndleleni, qualified and called.
She greeted the receptionist with a smile and headed straight for the elevator. On the fourth floor, the energy shifted. Phones rang, shoes clicked on polished floors, and quiet tension hung in the air as deadlines loomed. She passed several offices, her colleagues already typing furiously or sipping strong coffee. Most were older, many were white, and almost none had grown up like she had. Still, she had earned her place here.
Before she could settle into her office, her name rang out:
"Ndleleni!"
She turned. Mr. Mandla Shabangu, managing partner, stood by his glass-walled office, motioning her inside.
"Morning, Sir," she greeted, stepping in.
He nodded. "Take a seat. I wonât take long."
Her heart picked up a little. It wasnât every day that Shabangu summoned her directly.
He slid a thick file across his desk. "Youâve been assigned a new case. Very high-profile. Very delicate."
Lihle opened the file slowly. The name on the top stopped her breath.
Sabelo Simphiwe Mazibuko.
Alias: Razor.
Charged with racketeering, attempted murder, possession of illegal fi****ms, and suspected links to at least three gang-related executions in KwaMashu.
Her throat dried. "Sir⌠thisâ"
"I know who he is," Shabangu interrupted, calm but firm. "He requested a female attorney. Said he wouldnât speak to anyone else. And specifically someone who⌠resembles his late sister."
She blinked. "Sir, this is dangerous. What ifâ"
"Ndleleni, Iâm not forcing you. But no one else wanted him. He needs legal representation. And between us? I think thereâs more to him than the headlines."
She swallowed hard. "And if I say yes?"
"Your first meeting is tomorrow morning at Westville Prison."
-
Back in her office, Lihle locked the door behind her, leaned against it, and exhaled. The file felt radioactive in her hands.
She placed it gently on her desk, pulled out her Bible from her drawer, and dropped to her knees.
"GodâŚ"
The word came out broken. Her lips trembled as tears welled up.
"I didnât come here for this. I came here to rise, to serve, to honour You. This man⌠heâs everything Iâve been warned about. I donât understand why Youâre placing this in my hands."
Silence.
She flipped her Bible to Proverbs 3, the scripture her father used to recite:
âTrust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.â
She stayed there, kneeling, for a long moment.
And then, with trembling fingers, she reached for the file and opened it again.
"Not my will," she whispered, "but Yours be done."
She stood.
Her heart mightâve been on trialâbut her faith was already standing.