07/07/2025
About a week ago, I had a dream that I was pregnant with twins. But in the dream, only one made it to birth. Years ago, dreams like this would have left me anxious and afraid. But with time, I’ve learned to pray and to ask God for discernment.
While it would be easy to think this dream was about me, I believe it carries a deeper truth: God can allow life and loss to exist side by side — not as punishment, but as a picture of His redemptive plan. Sometimes, what feels like an end is actually the beginning of something sacred.
I remembered the heartbreak of losing our first child through an ectopic pregnancy. In that season of loss, I clung tightly to His promise — even when I didn’t fully understand it. What I didn’t know then was how God would respond with abundance, not just restoring what was lost, but multiplying it.
Why am I saying all this on a Monday morning? You may find yourself on the side of death, loss, or disappointment — unsure how to move forward. There will be pain. There may be doubt. But don’t lose hope. Be confident in this: the same God who did before you will do it again for you.
Every time I look at Topollo (Redemption/Salvation) and Tlholo (Victory), I’m reminded of His grace, His faithfulness, and the beauty that can come from broken places. My story is living proof that even death can birth purpose — and His promises never return void.
[Side note: I fought so hard for these pictures okay 😮💨😂🤣]
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