20/03/2025
Real _
My friends , they never get it
My fans , where never ready
my hands just started sweating ,,,
forgot what i was planning
what matters is the journey ,,,
I'm black , its hard to make it ,,
"hey CJ, start investing "
"maybe ,leave all the ladies"
I dream of a Mercedes
while hosting all the parties
'My dad , he never loved me'
my head, was never mighty
but now i think just see
How it , was never about me
and now ,i chill with Barmie
He made me see that time is
important ,when you g*t it
G*t Mule and bro Mashlit
my Zues just let the light hit...
From now I'm CJ Black Smith.
I've been the Man of steel,
my flow's been real
I post a reel and make a mill
to make a meal.
I might just k¡ll ,
your homie Steve
and while you grieve,
I'll take a leave and make a grill,
tryna show the Dean I'll do what it takes to pay the bill.
He said that he prays for peace ?
f*ck your peace , I love my niece.
Truth be told y'all ruin em kids,,
you tell em myths and make em gay ,
God forbid !!
I'd k¡ll y'all if God permits
I've g*t my sins , I've stole some things,
broke some skits , in set some things and broke my wings,
aint your king dont bow to me.
I've faced the fear ,
they came to cheer.
I'm lonely here ,
suicidal thoughts coz i aint thinking clear.
Heaven is very far but hell is near ,,
like how hard it is to reach a dream.
Should've been an engineer ,
words I got from school were not sincere
'I was hated and discriminated
all because of were I originated '
it was severe
everyday when you hear the word "school" you feel like you could disappear (diss a peer)
all my life , I've been judged , grew up in church so they would stare if I held a can of beer.
No career !!
Passed well but no bursery for niqqas like us .
yes I want a car, but fate rather let me take a bus
I've been a quiet niqqa never ke rase,
but still ba no ntxeela fase.
