07/07/2026
The Love For Her
How I love her...
Even now, when she doesn’t love me anymore.
And yet somehow, a thread still ties us.
A bond I can’t understand.
Or maybe it’s not a bond at all.
Maybe it’s just the leftovers of love she’s slowly trying to throw away.
She has this on-and-off kind of love for me.
One minute she’s warm.
The next she’s cold as ice, with words that cut straight through my soul.
For a second I think she still loves me...
And then I remember I’m wrong. Dearly wrong.
She knows I would move mountains for her.
Ah... good guys never win.
It’s always the bad ones they want.
But wait... wasn’t I a bad guy to her when she loved me?
Aren’t I the result of my own actions?
But now...
Why am I still holding on to the past when I’ve apologized a thousand times?
When I became a better man.
When I told my family about her.
When I was willing to risk everything just for her.
Wait...
I’m a good guy now.
That’s why I no longer matter in her heart.
So I watch my heart die a little every day.
I wait for her “hi” like a child waiting for candy.
And I smile. Nonstop.
But she doesn’t smile back.
She’s just gently pushing me away,
erasing every piece of love she once had for me,
until there’s nothing left inside her but emptiness.
I lost a soul God gave me...
because I thought I had time.
Now here I am.
Sitting alone,
listening to _Credo V Daniels – Wena Njalo_,
pretending I’m okay.
Worse... I can’t even tell her how I truly feel,
because she has no love left for me anymore
The end