I research the past to trace the human spirit — then write for people done with surface living. I symbolize forgiveness, unconditional love, beauty, service, letting go, and transformation. I am of the last spiritual energy of the cycle, the ONE who came of endings. I have the most experience and mixed energies of all personalities. Those who carry this personality have energy we only are unaware
of. I can often be recognized as I am unusual and special in some way. I can feel as if I am an old souls who have come to finish what I started. Sometimes, I am withdrawn and inconspicuous, at others theatrical and at the center of attention. Either way, it isn't difficult to recognize my uniqueness. Although I can be communicative and sociable at first, most of my kind are actually closed. Rare are those who can say I know the soul of a person like me. In conversation, I can talk about superficial things for a long time, but rarely will I truly open up. That's why I need someone who will be able to reach me and help me open up. By nature, I'm a good souls who want to help everyone. I will try to find time for others, listen to them, and help them as much as I can. On the other hand, I will rarely ask for help, even when they're in dire need of it. I'm often not prepared to talk about myself so it's hard to help me. I am incisive and know what's best for others. I say what this is even when others don't want to hear it. Mostly, I'm right – what I say turns out to be true. However, my ideas are sometimes too unrealistic and difficult to implement, even unfeasible in practice. I can irritate many with my attitude which I will defend fiercely. I am a know-it-all; I comment on everything, often unnecessarily. I can be temperamental and explosive. I don't allow affectation or beating around the bush. I will state openly what I think. In return, I ask the same from others – the truth. The energy I possess is great, and I need to learn how to handle it. This energy gives great determination, stubbornness, and persistence when it comes to pursuing my goals. I am strong-willed and because of all this, I'm often restless, constantly on the move, always busy with something. Resting is unimaginable for me. I am able to go on until I reach my goal. I don't spare myself, which can sometimes lead to bad endings. I don't like change and find it hard to accept. This isn't surprising, as one of my life lessons is to learn to cope with change. I am the greatest humanitarian of all humanity. I have the breadth to observe all humanity from a universal point of view, and to raise the consciousness of the masses with my ideas and good deeds. Taking the world's problems too personally is my flaws; I go deep and experience them as if they were happening to me. This often leads to drama, bad moods, sadness, and pain. I suffered many blows in my life. I often return to the past and live through events all over again, focusing on bad things. In such situations, I may conclude that life is too painful.
