15/08/2025
It has been a rough and tough year for me honestly.
Things as been hectic on me and yet i still fight to pull through. ("the struggle is real")
So many errors, so many mistakes with full of scars with, but i regret none of them.., but yet learn from them.
For the first i went against my words and the history will never repeat itself. Cause learning a lesson from mistakes, is growth, and have learnt my lesson.
Having sleepless nights, tough thoughts and hard to make right decisions. But realized to know thus, that's not me and trying to be the kind of a new person was trynna be thus, feel hell on earth.., it feels unhappy like it feels prisoned.
Being hard, petty, so selfish etc.. Thus never me, and being that has really failed me in everything, every single way of my living.., "cause have known myself being a good man, good person as everyone knows me", but being the new man to out of betrayal, have failed me and am truly sorry to myself and so as those people who have hurt so badly, emotionally, physically, mentally and socially, i am truly sorry to everyone hurt and those who had hurt me so badly to injury me, am sorry.
Venges ain't my thing or it has never been a fruit of me, though i tried to create it in me which has completely failed me.
I will always be, continue being nice and soft to people out there.
Cause usunga umunankwe teshibikwa (the person who provides roof to one, is never known) keep being good and nice always and nothing will you lose by being that, and thus never makes you being less of you or human.
Just be you and keep it glowing in you with your daily life growth and love in you.
Learn through your mistakes and never be a narrow person but grow from that to be a better and best version of yourself.
There's no sweat without pain.
Hakeemz Jeay Kayz Brown