11/10/2024
Surgery! It sounded scary to me, but yesterday I had my knee arthroscopy. Like anyone, I was nervous, but I knew it had to be done for my health. I felt sad leading up to it. I even went to school and worked for a few hours before heading to the hospital at 11 AM, alone but determined. Deep down, I was scared, with so many thoughts racing through my mind.
At noon, I was taken to my room, and that’s when emotions hit me hard. It was my first surgery, and it felt overwhelming, but I knew it was okay to feel that way. By 2 PM, I was in the pre-op room, and reality sank in. The equipment, the environment—it was all too real. The Filipino nurses and staff were kind and tried to calm me down, but I couldn’t help crying. I felt like a child in that moment, completely vulnerable.
Once the IV was in, I put my trust in the doctors. Initially, they planned to use spinal anesthesia, but when it didn’t work, they switched to sedation. I remembered inhaling deeply before falling asleep. In less than an hour, the surgery was done, and they woke me up. I was dizzy and still emotional, but grateful everything went well.
Back in my recovery room, I took a moment to reflect and thank God. I’m also incredibly thankful for the people who supported me, and especially my insurance, which covered everything. I didn’t pay a single cent for the operation. The UAE’s healthcare system is truly impressive, and I’m so grateful for everyone’s care and kindness. Now, I’m doing fine and on the road to recovery.