22/08/2025
Hey to all my fellow music lovers out there 💜 I’ve been a bit quiet since Imbolc on here, so I’ll give some insight into that before talking about my next gig coming up.
Imbolc was an amazing experience, very transformative in a personal sense, I feel like I haven’t quite experienced a doof like that before, learned a lot about myself and certain things that I wanted to manifest and have manifested already. Discovered a part of me that was hidden away deep inside ended up unlocking at that space, and they are here to stay, I’m feeling so confident and anxiety free all the time now since being back, it feels incredible. Excited for what the ever changing future holds and to see all you beautiful souls soon 🙏🏻😘💜
As for my set, unfortunately due to multiple different factors, the one I played there won’t be uploaded or re-recorded, I know I don’t really have to explain myself but I also like keeping it real and honest with you all, brief reasons was a mix of changing up my set completely 3 times, last time being one day before, didn’t do a full run through of what I had before leaving which included a timed run, so when getting told I had 3 mins to go, I’m thinking what!?!? When mentally I was only halfway through and just getting into a flow, could feel the energy was off, wasn’t able to do a specific type of set prep I tried starting 30 mins prior to when I started either which would’ve helped tremendously, I got very stuck on the idea of trying to reach a specific type of darkness sound towards the middle but now that worked against me. It was probably the biggest event/doof I’ve ever played at and I wasn’t ready for it in a personal sense, I feel I needed to go to an Imbolc without playing before playing for it but I also feel I wouldn’t have learned what I learnt about myself if I didn’t play at this one. Was thinking about creating an “Imbolc inspired mix” but I actually don’t have time between catching up on tafe studies and preparing for next event.
I greatly appreciate all the support from anyone I’ve chatted to in person about it so far, and have said they loved it 🙏🏻💜 I know all my fellow DJs/artists get the moments when we feel we are our own worst critic 😅 might feel like the worst thing for ourselves at times when it’s been okay for everyone else.
What I’ve learned from all that, is for any future sets I’d like to prep is just let the flow flow however it may end up, still a journey with some structure for high and low moments but also just have fun with however the sounds go, something else I’ve realised is my mind, body and soul resonate so hard with glitchy music so that is where my main focus will lie 😈
Okay damn that was a longer post than I thought it’d be originally, will make a seperate gig announcement post later on today.
Stay tuned ✌🏻 much love to you all 😘💜
