28/09/2025
A long, long time ago, I was asked by my therapist who are my role models?
And I struggled to answer. Not because I could not think of any female role models - I knew of Marie Curie, I knew of Ursula Le Guin, I knew of Mary Shelley, I knew of Nina Simone, I knew of Eleanor Roosvelt and Frieda Kahlo and oh so many others I admired.
And yet - in my personal life?! Zero. Not the manager at work, ambitious and alpha to boot, calculating and strategizing, so very clever. Not anyone in my immediate family lineage, with its betrayals, stifled dreams, bottled rage and unfulfilled lives. Not the young women around me, eagerly consuming cleverly marketed make up and personalities devoid of substance.
It was a painful realisation. But once a truth was shone on that, as the saying goes, did it set me free indeed. And they started appearing, slowly, but surely, starting with my tarot and astrology teacher, whose eyes spoke of someone who was truly alive and living in line with her calling; or moving in with someone who "lived off the smell of an oily rag" (as she put it!) and yet her home oozed calm and sanctuary, filled with house plants, found furniture and a garden filled with the most amazing poppies and hollyhocks - there was magic in that shabby place, I tell ya.
They, and many others since, changed the course of my life profoundly, and gave me the strength and confidence to manifest things I never once dreamed possible.
So this week's card, the stunning Queen of Pentacles from the Light Seer's Tarot, is a welcoming reminder of the role model I welcomed in my own life, and cultivated since. Chris-Anne puts it best:
"She relaxes down, lifts up her head, and takes a deep breath. This self-made Queen spends a few morning moments here every day, giving thanks to the life she has cultivated.
A natural healer, she has always connected to earth energy, drawing peace from the trees, the soils, the mosses... and sensing the lush green energy that pulses all around her. They taught her how to step into affluence and into her fairy-tale life by shifting the shadows that she was holding on to around natural wealth.
She let go of her stories and everything she was taught. She let go of the things her parents believed. And she created a sanctuary of sacred space that could ground and hold her expressive and nurturing power.
With her down-to-earth approach, she built a life that allows her to care for her whole community. Generous, practical, nourishing.. and everything she touches turns to gold. She is a true Queen of the earthly realm."