12/12/2025
Running a senior sanctuary for medical dogs is something Ian and I often hear people call “beautiful,” but the truth is far more complicated and complex. Yes, it is beautiful- deeply and profoundly beautiful-but it is also soul-changing, life-changing, and many times excruciatingly painful in a way that words can’t even begin to explain.
We adopt and rescue dogs that come to us gray-faced, slow-moving, many after years of neglect and abuse. We pour all of our love, time, finances, and energy into them and we try with everything we have to teach them that they are finally loved unconditionally and safe. And in giving them that love and safety, something changes in us every single time. We have learned to understand love in its purest form—not the love where we hope and expect decades of friendship and love together, but the kind that knows time is limited, but we choose to give our whole heart and soul to them anyways, knowing that they will be shattered.
Loving and helping dogs who are already in their final chapter means that we are always living in that space where complete happiness and complete heartbreak intertwine. Through lots of love and patience, we celebrate small victories with our senior babies—the first tail wag, the wonderful feeling when they realize they’re finally home—while knowing that a goodbye that will rip our hearts out yet again is always waiting somewhere not too far ahead. No matter how many seniors we help, their passing never becomes “easier.” It never becomes routine. We lost seven of our precious seniors in 2023 and four more in 2025. Each loss leaves a huge hole in our hearts, an unmendable tear in our souls, a silence in the house that feels impossibly loud because only the dog that passed can fill it. Still, something amazing happens within the pain. Each one of our dogs (past and present) teaches us what truly matters in life- presence, kindness, patience. They teach us to slow down. They teach us cherish small moments, to notice beauty we maybe one time in our lives didn’t notice. And every time we hold a dog as they take their last breath, they are completely soaked with our tears, tears of unconditional love for souls that give us back a million fold what we ever give to them.
Rescue work breaks your heart wide open… completely destroys it at times, but it also expands your heart in a way nothing and nobody else could. Loving senior medical dogs is an honor. And every single time one of our babies passes, Ian and I both agree that it hurts too badly and that our hearts can’t take it anymore and we agree that we will never get another senior, and then another one, two, four come along …. And we fall in love all over again and promise to stand with them and help them lovingly through the hardest times - no matter what- so they don’t have to stand alone. And in the end, even through our grief, we always realize that we wouldn’t choose any other life. Because no matter how painful it is to lose them, it is far more painful to imagine them leaving this world without ever knowing what real love feels like.