26/11/2024
Confession:46
From: Your Students. (SIT)
To: Imran RaZa
Department: CSE
I have no idea how to even begin, but my feelings for you have reached a point where I can't keep them hidden much longer. It feels like they're too heavy to carry in silence anymore. I don't know when it even started, but from the moment I met you, something changed. I've had this unexplainable pull toward you since day one, even before the first "Departmental ShaPa Day". That day, I was mesmerized—completely taken aback, and to this day, I can't stop my eyes from searching for you whenever you're around. There's just something about you that captivates me.
Yet, despite all these feelings, I struggle with how to approach you. It feels like we belong to two completely different worlds, as if an invisible wall keeps us apart. Sometimes that distance feels painfully real, even though WE'RE LITERALLY IN THE SAME SECTION. Can you believe it? We sit so close, but it feels like you're miles away.
I guess part of the reason I'm writing this is because I'm not nearly as outgoing or confident as the people you hang out with, and it makes me doubt myself. I don’t have the courage to be that carefree or bold. Honestly, it makes me feel completely miserable at times, like maybe I’ll never be enough to even be noticed by you in the way I hope.
I just needed you to know, though I don’t expect anything from this. Maybe I'll regret sending this, or maybe I won't. I guess all I can do is hope you don’t recognize me. But if you do, please, just keep it a secret. And if you're taken, please ignore this complete BS.
And maybe, just maybe, one day our worlds will meet. That's all I have to say for now.