16/02/2025
If you ever see this, please read it with your heart. Then, judge me in your own way—I have no problem with that.
I liked you from the very first time I saw you, but unlike other guys, I couldn’t directly express my feelings to you. That’s why I still feel regret. However, even after I confessed to you, you neither directly rejected me nor accepted me. Anyway, you told me not to cross any boundaries, and I have respected that ever since.
I won’t die if I don’t get you,
But maybe fate could pull me somewhere close to you.
The pain of not having you is eating me up day by day,
Yet, I try to stay strong.
But look at the irony of fate—
It won’t even let me be at peace for a moment.
When I get close to you, my heart freezes,
And when I try to speak to you, my chest feels so heavy—
That’s why I can never say what’s on my mind.
This feeling is killing me more and more every day.
I gave you a gift, only to see you happy.
Where is it? I had no bad intentions,
Nor did I wish to win you over with it!
Yet, I don’t know why…
I keep feeling selfish, so selfish inside.
But after that, you thought I had no feelings or love for you.
Yet, not even a fragment of my love has faded.
I still love you, and I will keep loving you forever.
I have no intention of distancing you from your family.
I have no desire to belittle you in front of them.
I only wish for your family to accept me as their own.
So, listen to my final words—
I don’t need anyone more beautiful than you.
I don’t need anyone more graceful than you.
If I ever desire someone, it will always be you.
Please forgive me, for I cannot give your place to anyone else.
If any of my words have hurt you, I ask for your forgiveness—look at me with eyes of understanding.
