
10/16/2025
2026 I will not be returning to any events I’ve shot in the past. And I will not be for hire. (subject to change of plans)
I’ll be looking to experience new thing, adventures, and pursuing the art of photo/video.
I started photography because I love it, the artistic aspects of freezing a moment in time, incapsulating memories and and evoking feelings. That love has grown into videography aswell.
This was only ever supposed to be a platform to share that. I’ll still be shooting events that i will share on here but it was never supposed to be “work” or a “job”.
This was that thing that makes me happy and forget the stresses of life. Though naturally if your good at something never do it for free right? I thought maybe i could do what i love for work, thats the dream right? But I hate business, and money more than anything. As soon as moneys involved, there’s expectations. Naturally.
I have brutal Social issues. I do not want to let people down, I can not differentiate what im expected to do hired on with a venue. One will have a few normal expextations, and the next hires me for what i do. But I addapt and grow at a rapid rate. This year i only wanted to shoot video and drone work. But my reputation is for photo coverage…. So I stressed myself out making sure the thing im known for was satisfied. But that made it impossible to pursue my video/ drone work as i wanted. I end up absolutely busting my butt all season long I forget I’m Supposed to be enjoying myself. I get too caught up in the “JOB”.
Then i thought id pursue sponsorships that way i could make a living take the self imposed expectation off… but they want you to shoot particular events to get the audience of there client demografic, trying to please a bored or marketing department… further deminishing the freedom.
Plus politics… there always seems to be that 1 person that ultimately ruins it.
So with this I’m going to step back pursue my freedom, happiness and new experiences. 🍻
Photo from FRCC! Cheers to Al one amazing human! Putting on one amazing show! Make sure you head down in 2026! Thank you my Sandy bb for the photo!