
08/25/2025
**Update on me**
My current weight is down 12lbs in 16 days. I truly feel Ananda Dixon Gerow here encouraging me to keep going.😢❤️🙏 Its been extremely difficult this past week, I wanted to curl up in a ball and stay hidden away somewhere until she returned. Ive been constantly crying my eyes out, 😭 sitting in our house, alone with Charlie our cat.🐈⬛ We all know she will never return.😭 💔 Its been a true nightmare this week for me also, trying to do all the things needed after someone passes. Im still not done. I made Ananda a promise, to keep going no matter how hard life is for me. Its going to be very hard for a long time, but, again, Ananda is right here with me like she always has. She was the most amazing, selfless, caring caregiver a man could ever want. She spoiled me rotten, she treated me like a king. She loved being the caregiver, something her mom Susan Dixon instilled in Ananda. This was her true nature. I didn't seek this, she kept telling me she enjoyed it and wanted to. (for the most part, im sure there were days where she felt differently, lol😂). Im truly grateful and thankful that she was a part of my life.
Future plans are unknown at this moment, but, I have chosen to stay in Powell River and work on starting a new life here, however it may look. Im flying down see my kids for 2 weeks and then coming back and starting a whole new chapter in my life.
I fly out on August.30th to September.12.
Ananda and I visited my kids and grandkids last September for our birthdays. Anandas birthday was September.11, mine is August.31, next Sunday. So, I want to be there again for our birthdays. My granddaughters birthday is September.10th also.
Hopefully this will help with some of the pain happening back here.
Lastly, there will be a celebration of life for Ananda in the future, but we will share more details once we know more. It will be in the next month or two. Most likely, it will be held in Powell River. For those that cannot make it here, I will work on having it so we can live feed it to everyone. Again, nothing solid yet. Please, if we aren't friends on FB and you knew Ananda and want to be notified, please give me a friend request explaining who you are and how you knew her, or if you know someone who may not know of her passing. I will message everyone once we get the details. Or you can just send me a private message.
One last thing, thank you to everyone who has reached out to me, sending me kind words, checking in on me, making sure im okay. (especially, Anandas mom Sue, and her step mom Denise) I truly do feel the love and support from you all.❤️ Im doing okay as I feel Ananda is holding me, guiding me along, I talk to her alot. The love I had for Ananda was "Soulfinity", a love that exists beyond time, beyond this life.
Love you all.❤️🙏🥺♾️
Larry