03/07/2022
Ig Post
I was someone who never wanted kids.
And I never understood why anyone did.
Why would you want to give up your sleep, your time, your energy, your money, your spontaneity, your body, and did I mention your sleep?
I even had to once end a relationship because he really wanted to have kids and that was something I wasn’t at all willing to compromise on.
But after years and years, I found myself recently gravitating more and more toward the desire to have kids. Then, in the beginning of 2020, I knew for sure that it was what I wanted.
Fortunately, Misha was on board. Unfortunately, Covid hit.
Misha was in Germany and I was in the US, and our countries put travel bans in place that made it difficult to travel to each other’s countries. We had to put off our plans to have a baby for an unknown amount of time.
Finally, after we accepted the fact that the travel bans weren’t going to be lifted anytime soon, we found a legal loophole and were able to get Misha into the US.
But then I got a new job, and I worried about how having a baby would impact my career.
After several months of being torn between wanting to start a family and my career, I realized there would just never be a perfect time to have a baby, and I couldn’t let my career dictate this for me any longer.
So it’s been a journey to get here but I’m so grateful. And while I once viewed having a baby as making a slew of sacrifices, I now can’t imagine life otherwise.
It’s only been two months and I’m so excited to experience the next two months, two years, two decades and more with him in my life ❤️