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All About Haze, Toronto, ON (2026)

09/28/2023

This was a sign from our ancestors that everything will be alright.
If you didn’t know, I’ve started a new account dedicated to “decolonizing love.” This is all for us to integrate things within ourselves.

If you like Tita, my long captions, and insights, you will really get to know me and how I think on .

This page is the mild and that other one is 🔥🔥🔥SPICY🔥🔥🔥 in the best of ways. It was a fire given to me by our ancestors and Bathala to show my findings for when I felt “not enough” to how I feel like I am up at the highest mountain. I have been set free and this is a symbolic thing.

These pages will show us the symbiotic thought. A “yin and yang” of sorts, “religion and spirituality,” and seeing God/Spirit/Universal Truth.

I will be explaining in many ways what seed I grew that got me from Baby Haze to Tita. You can dive deep in my mind, see my perspectives, check in with yourself, and let the seeds I plant (only those you agree with) to grow with you.

All I gotta say is I love you.
If you have a DROP of Filipino in your blood, you are a living ancestor and it’s time for all of us to let our people go.

One request when you get triggered (yes— advance notice):
I ask that you pause, breather, recently, and focus on the feeling of the heaviness (or lightness) in your heart that you feel.

SO excited to release it to you all.
We’re almost there.
Follow for more!

09/22/2023

She fell in love with life colored in the pinks and the purples.
She discovered she could stop giving away too many f*s and instead, give all them f*s to herself.

I remember not feeling this empowered…

I’m never gonna forget the fork in the road that brought me to this place of attracting and inviting things into my life that set my soul on fire.

Thanks to .ca for the tickets to and my love for enjoying this with me 🔥

This was the PERFECT inner child healing experience with me; complete with good food, good music, great company, and amazing vibes 🔥

Bonus points if you make it all the way to the totsilog with the cutie on the side.

09/08/2023

I can’t express how proud I am of our balcony garden.

Things really do grow when you give them ample space and nurture.

I started balcony gardening to prove myself that I am not a “black thumb.”
This tomato and watermelon beginner balcony garden is a big *F YOU* to my limiting beliefs and negative self talk.
When my crocodile fern didn’t make it last year, I had the choice to stop wanting plants at all. I am SO glad I tried vegetable gardening instead.

My one little risk created opportunities for me to be consistent with the care of my own plants, but also made way for all the beautiful yellow flowers and fruits that are almost at harvest (and hopefully do— it’s getting too cold for tomatoes at this point).

Just a reminder that wherever you are, you’re doing great!

That opportunities sometimes can be disguised as setbacks.

If you think about it, you live on a floating rock. You’re literally magic. Take that “little risk” if you’re getting a pull from the heart ♥️

08/17/2023

When they say life is a game, it’s because everything that happens for us in life is meant to level us up, and if we’re not leveling up, we feel stuck until we face that thing we’re avoiding.

How many honest hands can get I get on this one. Any of you? 🙋🏻‍♀️

How many times have there been problems where the only solution is the one you’ve been avoiding and you realize that the only person who has ever held the key to pass this specific point was you?

We are always the ONLY answer to our problems; and this is not to say only rely on you and F* community, but in my experience, I needed to take a HUGE step back from a lot of people to find myself in order to be the kind of person I want to be in the kind of community I am now cultivating.

If you are feeling like things are difficult at the moment, take a mindful moment to sit with yourself and listen to what your body needs from you.

If there is absolutely no one else to trust, remember that we can always cultivate a relationship with the most important person in our lives— ourselves.

Give yourself as much love as you’re willing to give the world. As much patience, kindness, and compassion.

Express yourself in the weirdest ways, because darling, that’s the ONLY way we REALLY can get to know you. ♥️

Share with us what tower moment you’re facing right now, what you are practicing, or what new realization you’ve had about yourself this week! 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼

See you in the comments, loves 🔥
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07/06/2023

Just gotta give a shout-out to .

I am so grateful to have been part of Cohort 4. I learned so much from branding to marketing to financing a business, and was led with such wonderful people whose light just shine so BRIGHT.

I had the best experience learning from my mentors and even ended up getting a 1:1 focused mentoring session in the end.

This was exactly what I needed at this time and I look forward into my future more certain about my direction in business as ever before.

I’m grateful to all the mentors, facilitators, and my peers. I will remember this for years to come. ♥️

Thank you for investing in me and the work that you do to invest in others.

06/30/2023

Y’all, I am almost in tears as I write this.

I have been on this self-hate recovery journey for at least a year, and it took me 31 years and so much distance to what hasn’t served me to get to this point BUT I HAVE REACHED SELF-APPRECIATION.

I just stepped out of ‘s Peer Support Group and my neurotransmitters are on FIRE 🔥

I just had massive downloads of things that I wanted to say to myself. I needed to grab some post-its so that I can look at all this whenever I need a reminder.

It has taken me a lot of time and effort to love myself. Today I realized that even though I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror for so many years, I can do that now with a smile on my face. Even though I didn’t care about myself of my well-being for so long, I am not advocating and asserting my needs and SETTING 👏🏽 THOSE 👏🏽 BOUNDARIES regardless of how people may feel about them. What gasses me up the most though is in the fact that I can POSITIVELY talk about myself AND honestly so!!!

It’s like a coming home moment and it is so affirming and validating. The big thing about it is I’M DOING THAT! I have come to affirming and validating myself.

This is not to gloat. Oh boy, it’s the exact opposite. If I can do it, you can do it, too!

Start small and understand that regardless of what’s going on in life, you are moving forward. Have compassion towards yourself in all the moments you are directed to pivot. Understand that it is only a matter of time before your breakthrough. Learn to integrate parts of yourself that could have served in blocking your blessings. Rinse and repeat.

You are MORE powerful than you let yourself believe. I see you. You got this! ♥️

💌 Now go on, do what y’all do in the comments and tell me one thing you admire about yourself 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼

06/20/2023

This is in absolutely no way to throw hate to those who will unfollow.
We all have our preferences and I respect that.

I am simply reflecting and conveying gratitude.

There was a moment in my life where every follower loss, every friend loss, every lover loss, every family loss was devastating because I felt like I was losing them because I wasn’t good enough.

Boy, have I seen the power of my light lately.

My hope is to share that light and to have people follow THEIR light, not mine.

It’s been a great journey of letting go of my ego and following my heart.

This is just another step forward.

I just want to remind you how important you are to me for being here as I speak on my truth. And for those who have gone, I am also grateful for the time we spent together on this virtual world.

Learning a lot about my shadows lately and the things that pulled me back. People-pleasing and the fear of being alone are two DEEP ones.

It wouldn’t be me if I didn’t come on the internet to speak on it, because we all know I’m not alone in this.

For those who struggle with people-pleasing and fear of abandonment. I see you.

I wish I could give you all a big hug. ♥️

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💌 What shadows have you been working on integrating lately?

$Here we go…Let me preface this like this— if you know me in real life please remember that you know only a fraction of m...$

06/18/2023

Here we go…

Let me preface this like this— if you know me in real life please remember that you know only a fraction of me. With love and understanding that you mean well, I am not accepting unsolicited advice about how to love my father whom I have for 32 years of my life. No amount of proximity to my parents gives you the right to give me advice on how to think about this in the way that you do. You know nothing and I send you off with love and compassion to the many things you could be putting your focus on right now. Yes, it’s spicy, but I hope you get it.

Anyway, for those who needed to see this post, I get it. This ish is COMPLICATED AF.

I don’t need to be telling y’all what’s been going on with my life for us to connect on the simple concept that maybe you didn’t feel seen by your parents.

All of us are on a separate journey on acknowledging, accepting, letting go and integrating our feelings.

It was not our job as a child to pick up the pieces, but it is our job now and IS the ONLY way.

Don’t let yourself get stuck in the resentment because that thing just holds on to you like poison.

I understand all of this yet also know it is in the surrender where you’ll meet your peace.

I just want to tell you that you are valid in your feelings whether you feel more gratitude for your parents or more resentment. The most important thing is you are working on it and that you are not imposing or projecting your experiences onto others to elevate you as the one who understands “better.”

If that’s you I honestly wish you well and out of this community.

I have this stance because each and every person in this community deserves to know they are fully seen.

When I say we’re working on our our shame and guilt cycles through creating conversation and working through expressing ourselves and giving ourselves compassion, I was not kidding.

Every single one of you are important to me.

I may not have the second to tend to your every message because hey, I’m one person, but I am the keeper of the energy on this page and I want you to feel POWERFUL IN YOUR TRUTH.

Set your intention towards dealing with this darkness you sit with and remember that you are the light.

06/08/2023

This Filipino Heritage Month, and I got to take home these two beautiful books!

Pablo got us The Kuwento Book which features our friends at , and ; and we were surprised to have received Maribel’s Year by Michelle Sterling with art by Sarah Gonzales .

I’m feeling so blessed to be tapped in to our Filipinx/a/o siblings in the diaspora.

You all make me so proud!

I can’t wait to read them ♥️

P.S. I’m not sure who sent us Maribel’s year and I don’t want to assume it was sent to us by the author, but please let me know if you sent it to us so I know who to thank!

YES YES YES to more Filipino stories, please! 🔥🔥🔥

05/31/2023

As and / comes to an end, let us remember the month of May and think of all the think of all the things we were grateful to receive.

I am welcoming the month of June and with the intent of nurturing my community as I facilitate ease for myself as well.

May was a difficult month and lots of things cracked in my life.

In June, I intentionally welcome all of the light that will be coming through to my life, and remembering that all 14K+ of you are part of that.

I am grateful for your support, concern, love, understanding, patience, and just your being that you share with me freely every time. ♥️

💌 Let me know which words resonated with you in the comments! 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼

05/15/2023

I want to give a huge shout-out to my top Stars senders. Thank you for all the support!

Ivy Bondoc, Infinity Mamãe Love

Happy Mother’s Day, Mom and Tita ♥️

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