10/23/2024
I've struggled with body issues all my life... some initiated by "caring relatives".... 🙄
When I was my heaviest at 86.6 kgs at 25 years (standing only at 5 feet), I would look back at photos from university and feel so so sad. Almost everyone I met would tell me to lose weight. I was 62-65 kg and needed maybe 5 kgs off, but not really.
Those comments wrecked my self-confidence, how I saw myself, and even my belief in what I could achieve. I overate, thinking, “I’m already fat, what difference will it make?” 😐
This past year, I’ve been learning to love my body, but it hasn’t been easy. If I could go back in time, I’d tell my younger self she was beautiful just as she was. I’d tell her to take long walks and eat more protein. That’s all she needed—not anyone else’s opinion.
I wish.. 🥺😞
Loving your flaws is a difficult process. Even until now, looking at photos or having people take my photos makes me anxious.
Even now, photos still make me anxious. But I’ve decided—I won’t be neutral about my body anymore.
So here’s your reminder: love your body. Every fold, curve, spot of hyperpigmentation, stretch mark, and patch of dryness—it’s all part of what makes you beautiful. ✨ 🦋
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